@trashful-defeats

.Tuesday, September 30, 2008

happened last weekend :)

-loves

FAITH

ShaqRay

-loves

XOXO

.Tuesday, September 30, 2008

yesterday&today , a lot of things happened ;

that i could not even remember what happened the whole day yesterday .

yesterday , Zuhdy asked for stead .

it was so surprising ..

Yeeru&I freaked out about it !

Qayyum&I are talking a lot .

Yeeru keeps interrupting the silence between me&him ...

*sheesh , that monyet !*

then today , eve of hari raya .

we had a photo shoot . so damn fun !

my 5 cousins , my brother&I took 30 minutes to get ready .

we had to dress up in Arabians outfits .

we kept shuffling in the outfits and beat boxing .

my grandma&my mother were shouting at the top of their lungs but it was no use .

we were like a bunch of wild monkeys ! :D

it was one of the best moments of my life :)

SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL OF YOU ;

MAAF ZAHIR&BATIN :)

XOXO

.Saturday, September 27, 2008

omg ! PSLE is next week !

i love this week .

he is talking to me again :D

Zuhdy and I are getting closer .

Yeeru is freaking out about that :D

: : LoL : :

Rayan is so cute .

very cute :D

But I'm so stressed out .

Before I am eligible to choose my secondary school , I need to go to court first to fight for the rights to live with mummy .

Then , if I am successful , mummy needs to buy a house .

Then when I get my PSLE results , I need to choose a secondary school near our new house .

Complicated , I know .

I could just breakdown anytime , anywhere

I don't really care if people stop and stare

This is me ,

this is Shaqila

if you don't understand , it's ok .

i get it .

sometimes , i don't understand my reason for living too .

XOXO

.Sunday, September 21, 2008

Yesterday , after my people broke fast , my mummy brought my girl favourite cousin and I shopping at Tampines Mall .

We bought high heels for me and a science topical book .

You might ask ''why a science book?''

Because I want to get it for my revision . :D

nyahahaha .

After that , my favourite uncle and his girlfriend brought my favourite cousins[boy&girl] , my brother and I to McDonalds for supper .

After keeping up with what's happening , we made our way to my house to watch Liverpool vs Stoke City .

Damn , I cursed Liverpool FC a lot sey ..

Stupid siol , against Stoke City also cannot win !

After the match ended , my favourite uncle and his girlfriend went home .

And then , my boy favourite cousin and I jammed up stupid lyrics while I played the electric guitar .

the rhythm was from Rihanna's hit single ''Disturbia''

The lyrics were vulgar and stupid words .

Damn , we had a jammed vocabulary , repeating the same words over again ! :D

I plan to spray my guitar black and my boy cousin will graffiti for me :)

till here , Faith:)

XOXO

.Saturday, September 20, 2008

Dear Diary , I am very happy .

Qayyum is slowly accepting me like before ..

His cousin likes me , damn .

Hakim is acting strange on Friday .

He is so entertaining ! :D

nyahaha .

Today , I brought Rayan to the nearby shop to buy a loaf of bread .

We got a lot of stares from a lot of people .

My family members are here for break fast so FULL HOUSE !

I don't really know what to say ..

oh ! Yesterday , I was told that if my PRELIMS were to be PSLE results , I would go to Express !

I WAS SO OVERJOYED (!)

I didn't want to boast about it so I just kept quiet .

BUT ! NABEYLOHH went to tell all her friends !

Even Hanisah , who was absent .

budak nii , aku seh-mack siol ! :D

OK , I really don't know what to say .

Will catcha in the next update (:

XOXO

.Friday, September 12, 2008

hello hello !

this week , overall , was not so bad .

Qayyum and I are getting closer like we used to .

He just makes my heart melt ..

but , I like Khairi too ! [x

He makes my heart go 'thump,thump,thump' .

dang !

Today , Friday , all the primary sixes had Listening Comprehension PSLE .

not so nerve-racking as I thought .

I hate two people .

A girl and a boy .

what else should I say ?

hmm , I missed Amirul and Nyqi ! :D

Rayan can sit and stand already !

so fast man !

Oh , and mummy was thinking of buying a terrace house at Bukit Timah .

It is three-storey-high .

Mummy said the room that was able to convert into and attic would be mine .

How my heart lurched , unable to wait for us to move !

the house costs $1.2billion .

cool , huhs ? :D

lol .

I guess that's it for now .

XOXO ,

-Shaqila ,

XOXO

.Tuesday, September 02, 2008

Shaqila&Nabilah (:

Yeeru&Shaqila :)

-Nabilah ,

-Yeeru ,

Today , I stepped into my school with mixed feelings .

I am happy because of the fact that I will get to see my friends .

I am nervous because having to go back to school means PSLE is getting closer .

I am anxious because I brought my hand phone .

Like hell , the last time I brought my phone was two years ago !

I found Yeeru when I reached school .

But there was no sign of Nabilah .

I text her & said to Yeeru that she'd sure come with her boyfriend .

True enough , she did . (:

In class , the first hour was really short !

Then it was mother tongue ; short too !

During break , Nabilah & I decided to go to the canteen , but then we decided to head back to class .

I snapped a photo of her . :D

In class , Erliana & I messaged each other .

You know where I put my hand phone ?

In my pencilcase . [x

Then , I sent Erliana & Wee Geok a song each .

When Mdm Noorlailee was going through Science, I managed to snap a photo of Erliana , Firdaus , Kumar , Yeeru & Yi Hao .

* LOL *
During break , I snapped a photo of Yeeru & another photo of me & her & me & Nabilah.

Damn , that monkey[yeeru] is cute !

Secretly , I think she likes Faizzul . ;D

School ended at 12 noon .

Mummy & I had a hairdresser appointment at 2.30p.m.

When I got home to Tampines after school at about 12.50p.m. , I went online .

Video called with Nyqi ! :D

After that , Mummy & I headed to East Point , where our appointment supposed to be .

We were done about 4.30p.m.

TWO HOURS !

We treated our hair to a hair treatment ;

wash , steam & dry .

I love today (:

XOXO

.Monday, September 01, 2008

after I finished my previous blog post , I did my science homework that my teacher gave me . then , mummy&papa&Haziq&I set up a tournament - a ping pong tournament .

you know what we did ?

we formed a court using the fat scotch tape .

as in like we outlined the court with scotch tape .

then , we started our tournament . : )

all the four of us had to versus each other . so when it is not my turn , I will sit down&do my science .

damn , was it fcuking fun !

at night , we had a visitor , AUNTIE BERNICE !

damn , was she unexpected !

I'm almost the same height as her !

after she went home at 9.30p.m. , mummy&papa&Haziq&I watched a movie .

the movie is an Iran movie .

very sad[i cried!] & very touching[it touched my heart&made me realize that not all of us are fortunate so we have to treasure what we have.]

i wanna watch it again :D

the title of the movie is ''the Kite Runner'' .

to all the Muslims who are gonna fast , happy fasting . :)

to all who are not , just come back to my blog another time for another post .

buhbye ! (:

XOXO