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.Friday, December 26, 2008
see the guy in white skinnies&black strings coming out of his pocket ? his the hot guy .
the band&me .me singing .

talking to one of the female singers(:

CLUBBING !
I had the most fun because I went clubbing !
I went clubbing twice with mummy .
I was lucky because the people working at the club allowed me to come in even though I was under aged ;D
They think I'm fifteen !
First night : 23rd December : 10pm till 1.30am ;
Mummy&I arrived early .
It was just the two of us .
Then at 10.30pm , the band started playing .
Mummy&I found out that we could request for songs .
So I went to request a song .
This was what I wrote , that led me to being the guest-star ;D :
''Piece of me by Britney Spears
Message : for my mummy&me
From : Shaqila''
The band read my message&said ''whoo , shaqila ! just like Shakira , the singer ! would you like to sing Hips Don't Lie , then ?''
That's when I took centre stage (:
I belly-danced too (:
Mummy said I had good sportsmanship .
One thing I have to admit , I'm not shy of singing , seriously .
It just came to me naturally .
haha .
Then , this is the fun part of the night .
They hottest guy in the band came up to mummy&me .
He asked where we were from&stuff .
Suddenly , he asked how old I am .
My mummy said twelve&he was kinda surprised .
haha !
He said ''I thought you were fifteen !''
Mummy&I high-fived coz it meant that I could sneak into more clubs !
whoo !
He said to me ''you sang very good'' & gave me a smile .
I smiled back , okay , I kind of like him .
His hot&he sang the boy part of Hips Don't Lie so he was kind of my partner .
But I'm trying not to like him because he is already like in his twenties ?
My mummy says I have to learn to let go because many boys come&go&only the right one won't let go .
Okay , it's true .
Second night : 24th December : 10.30pm till 2.30am
Mummy&I came while the same band was playing(:
They said ''hi Shaqila !''
So I was the guest-star again(:
They asked me if I'd like to sing again&I did .
I sang twice(:
when you're gone by Avril Lavigne&Hips Don't Lie(again)
The hot guy was still my partner for Hips Don't Lie(:

The guitarist looks like Uncle Fariq , seriously .
One of the female singers looks like Aunty Jess , seriously .
Mummy&I danced for soo long I was sooo exhausted !
I had sooooo much fun !
Mummy said I can go to Zoukout when I'm older .
yay !


XOXO





.Friday, December 26, 2008
YO !
Sorry for not updating for quite some time .
I went to Bintan for a short holiday with mummy , papa , Haziq&Rayan .
we went swimming at the pool&beach , to eat at high-class restaurants , to play pool , to the gym& we played a game called Lazer Quest .
This is how the game goes ,
you are supposed to put on a vest that comes with a lazer gun .
on the vest , there are four spots that your opponent can shoot at to gain points .
you will enter a dark room themed like the jungle where you suppose to run&hide from your opponents&also shoot your opponents .
It's just like being a soldier .
You know .. just that your gun is a lazer gun .
damn fun(:
Besides all the activities that we did , we also relaxed(:
And mummy bought for me a dress(:
But I think I had the most fun !
You'll find out in the next post ;D

XOXO





.Sunday, December 21, 2008
shazxray's life .
yo people .
today i didn't go out at all .
well , except for when i went out to Tampines mart to buy lunch from McDonald's .
i got up at 10am .
washed up&ate breakfast .
then bathe .
then used the computer till 1pm plus .
by that time , my maid already left for her day-off .
mummy , papa&Rayan went out to look at houses .
Haziq&I weren't interested so we decided to stay home .
that's when we went to Tampines mart to buy lunch .
McDonald's (:
i was messaging Nabilah all the way to Tampines mart&back .
after having lunch , Haziq played 'psp' while i used the computer .
chatted to Nabilah .
haha .
i really l o v e her .
my bestest friend e v e r .
at about 5.40pm , i brought Rayan downstairs to take a stroll around the neighbourhood .
i put on his shoes for him .
he walked for 5minutes&then took off his shoes by himself .
i sat down on the bench&put his shoes in front of him .
he took them&threw them .
sheeshzx -.- .
at 6pm , i brought my baby bro back home .
used the computer again .
when the match Singapore vs Vietnam started , that's when i ate dinner .
after eating dinner , i went to pack my things for my trip to Bintan .
i will be there from tomorrow till Thursday .
so please don't message me or call me .
miss me caan .
love me also can .
(:
after packing , i used the computer .
i uploaded pictures in Facebook .
i uploaded photos in Friendster too .
i swear i fucking hate Friendster .
keep lagging sial .
and then here i am posting a post for the day .
updates: i'm still with Azizul ! (:

XOXO





.Saturday, December 20, 2008
yo . i know it's been a long time since i've posted a proper post .
i'm gonna post a proper post now .
okaay , yesterday i went shopping with my dad , stepmum&Haziq at Orchard .
i bought a Levis watch , original one . purple colour .
i bought two things from Mango .
skinny jeans&hoodie .
today , my mummy&stepdad surprised me with my long-awaited PSLE gift .
a friggin' new handphone !
Sony Ericsson w595 .
i bought it at Tampines Mart&bumped into Uncle Ham .
i text Nabilah right away then she checked out the phone on the net&she says she wants it .
lol .
Oh , in the afternoon , my mummy , stepdad , Haziq&Rayan went to look at a house at Yio Chu Kang .
it is friggin' cool !
my room has it's own toilet&the toilet has a steam bath .
something like a sauna !
cool shit siaa .
the house is a condo type but it is two storey .
they call it a mansionette .
anyway , it has four bedrooms .
one master , one for me , one for Haziq&Rayan(share . haha !)&one guest room .
the pool is sooo big !
all the time , i kept thinking about Nabilah , Hanisah , Yeeru&Izzati .
it would be so friggin' fun if sleepover !
oh , and the backyard have BBQ pit .
Hanisah would love that .
she would love it more if she could start the fire with Haziq .
oh wait , i think it is electricitied .
i meant , i think it uses electricity .
ohh , what-friggin'-ever .
i'm friggin' done here (:
your long-awaited proper post (:
guess what i'm gonna do now ?
have fun with my new phone ;D
bye ! (:

XOXO





.Tuesday, December 16, 2008
Hello .
Sorry for not updating for a friggin' long time .
I was in Malaysia for one whole week .
Yesterday , I slept at Amirah's house&today I'm sleeping over at Nisa's house .
About Iqyn's birthday present , I burnt a CD of all Demi Lovato's songs .
I met her in the morning of Hari Raya Haji .
Okaaaay , latest updates ?
I'm still with Azizul .
Still friends with everybody .
I'm excited about knowing which secondary school I'm going too .
I'm going to change my blog skin .
I'm missing Rayan .
I'm missing all my best friends .
blablabla , what do you want to know ?
In Malaysia , I bought 5 novels .
I read 3 of them in 3 days .
I bought 4 notebooks .
I'm crazy about storybooks&notebooks , in case you didn't know .
I'm not gonna keep my cousins boredly waiting for me so I'm gonna quickly change my blog skin now .
Bye people .
Oh , I'm not ever gonna put a tagboard because I don't want to .
Wait , why did I even tell you guys I didn't want to put a tagboard ?

XOXO





.Friday, December 05, 2008
hello .
I woke up at 10.20am .
washed up&had breakfast .
at 12pm , mummy&I went to the gym .
worked out for 40minutes .
then went to Tampines Mart to get watermelon for making juice , my favourite .
then headed for home .
I had lunch&showered .
then looked after Rayan while mummy showered .
then watched MTV Cribs&Top 100 Hits .
omg , T.I. is friggin' hot !
I was shouting ''omg ! T.I. is friggin' hot I could melt!''
& I collapsed on the sofa .
mummy's reply was ''you're such a Pathetic Drama Queen ! number one till number seventeen !''
sheeshzx .
whatever .
tomorrow is Iqyn's birthday .
I'm thinking of burning all her favourite songs into a disc so she can listen to it .
but I don't know her favourite songs so I have to ask her .
okaaay , bye .

XOXO





.Friday, December 05, 2008
hello guys .
damn , I'm getting lazy to blog .
haha .
yesterday , mummy , papa , Rayan , sister Louann , Amirah&I went to the zoo .
bumped into Naiyirah .
learnt a lot .
a sea lion named Carlos kissed Amirah&I .
we were at the zoo from 11am till 6pm .
sheeeshzx .
I was soo tired from all the walking .
after that , sent Amirah home .
went home&I cooked dinner .
spaghetti , standard .
Itold Azizul .
he asked me why I never ajak him .
muahaha .
ily,baby .
today , woke up at 10am .
looked after Rayan till 12pm .
his soo cute .
I pretended to sleep&put a cushion on top of my face .
he pulled the cushion&kissed me on the lips .
I still pretended to be asleep .
so he kissed me on the lips a lot of times .
suddenly , I said ''BOO !''
he looked at me&smiled .
sooooooooo unforgettable ...
then , stayed home till 4.30pm
mummy&I went to Singapore Expo .
bought 3quarter pants&nail polish remover .
then we went to register papa's marathon thingy .
the queue was damn long .
so mummy&I played hangman on her iPhone .
she made be guess a word but I couldn't solve it so the next word she asked me to guess , she said ''your clue is what you are right now''
I still got hanged .
the word was 'dumbo'
damn I got angry so I made her guess a word .
I said 'your clue is what you are for saying I'm a dumbo'
you know what's the word ?
biatch .
muahaha .
when we got home at about 7pm , Uncle Aja , Auntie Jess&Amanda were there .

so I cooked dinner .
spaghetti , yet again .
standard .
all of them said it was delicious .
;D
then we watched 'Don't Forget The Lyrics!'
then we surfed the net but Amanda played with Haziq .
then they went back .
I used the computer from 10pm till now , 1.33am .
In the midst , I chatted to Nabilah , Hanisah , Izzati , Syafiqah .
right , I know this post are boring .
well , my posts are getting boring .
if you love me , bear with me .
sheeeshzx .
I hate this laptop .
& it ends here .
bye .


XOXO





.Wednesday, December 03, 2008



Yesterday , mummy , Amirah&I watched Wild Child .
damn , it was superb !
We caught the last movie at 9.15pm .
damn , Emma Roberts is soo cool&pretty now !
I admire her .The guy co-starring her is hot .
damn hot .
I told mummy . She said she knew I would say that .
haha .
After the movie ,we went to McDonalds .
Met up with Uncle Aja&Auntie Jess .
Mummy treated us all .
Plus it was Uncle Aja's birthday .
The movie ended at 11pm plus .
Hanged out till 1am plus .
Almost 2am when the three of us arrived home .
Amirah&I couldn't sleep till 3am plus so used the computer .
I'm fucking frustrated because the letter 'double you' came off&now can't be used .
I asked Syafiqah to type in msn&so I copied&paste .
shit it .
It's so frustrating , I'm crying now !
shit you stoopid computer !
Oh wait , it was Rayan who pulled the letter out .
dammit .
shit .
fuck .
dang .
darn .
walauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ga na sai leh .
ceebee .
I drew a bee on my cupboard .
I'll show you .

XOXO





.Tuesday, December 02, 2008
heylo people (:
Today , I stayed home the whole day !
In the morning , mummy thought me how to make omelet .
For lunch , I prepared lunch for mummy&me .
Ain't I a good daughter ?
I said to mummy ''wouldn't life be wonderful if all we could do is to eat , play , sleep , laze about ?''
Mummy's reply was ''yes , it would be excellent''
haha .
In the afternoon about 3pm , Amirah came .
I helped her download songs into her Walkman .
I was holding Rayan .
Suddenly , he pulled the letter 'w' off the keyboard .
So now , the letter 'w' is missing .
Damn , it's hard to press it !
You need to press it for a few seconds .
*jesus shit .
So I gave Rayan to my maid , Sister Louann .
I thought of going to Tampines Mart about 5pm with Amirah to buy bubble tea then meet up with Iqyn .
But then it was raining damn heavily&Iqyn was not free .
So Amirah&I continued playing the computer&playing with Rayan .
Damn , Rayan is soooo noisy .
Amirah said she wanted to sleepover .
Mummy was cool with that .
Her parents said she had to go home first so now she's at home .
She'll be coming around 9pm plus .
Ladida .
My highlight of the day is that ...
Azizul messaged me for the first time since 15th November !!!
muahaha .
I still need to upload pictures into my Facebook&Friendster accounts .
Damn , lazy sakk .
Okaay , gonna continue chatting to Nabilah now .
bye people(:

XOXO





.Tuesday, December 02, 2008
shopping,shopping&more shopping !
HELLO !
wow , I bought a lot of clothes in Malaysia .
Let me count , eh .
Five tops&one skirt .
I spent 90RM in all .
But I still can't find the Gisele Bundchen sandals that I want .
sheeeeeeshzx .
*unsatisfied .
I spent a lot of time with Rayan .
He is being so manja with me !
It's sooooo adorable .
Once I was kissing him on his right cheek .
Then , he leaned his head on my lips&we stayed in that position for more than minute .
omg , the feeling is so indescribable .
I could cry !
iloveyou , baby .
Today is Uncle Aja's birthday .
Now , Yeeru is not sure if she can go out or not .
Then , Hilmie asked me if I could join him&his friends to Escape Theme Park .
*jesus shit .
What do I do now ?!
I guess I have to wait for Yeeru's answer to going out :
yes or no .
If she says yes , I'm definitely going .
If she says no , I'm going out with Hilmie .
And then at night go out with Uncle Aja .
sheeeeeeeeshzx .
nak keluar pon susah sakk .
*jesus shit .
I don't know if I'm still steady with Azizul .
At first he says he wants to break .
Then we did not .
Then we broke .
Then we patched .
Then now ... idk .
*walau .
So confused .
I don't know why ... I keep thinking of Faiz .
I know his not worth it .
what the hell .
*jesus shit .

XOXO








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