hello people(:
it's 3.28pm now&i'm bored .
like , friggin' bored .
daddy will pick me up later at 5.30pm&gonna sleep at his house .
his gonna buy me new soccer socks .
like , AT LAST !
i felt like i didn't have enough sleep last night .
well , i slept around 11.50pm coz i was msging Haikal .
and i woke up around 8.40pm .
that's like ... 7hours&50minutes .
less than 8hours .. sheeshzx .
i still have Geography , Math&CME homework to do but i'm lazy to do .
at least they're not due on Monday ...
i am stuck for my Malay composition .
urgh , i DESPISE Malay !
i need to study for a Math test coming up on Tuesday too .
sheeshzx .
secondary school work is like so over piling .
okay , not really uh .
haha .
i think i'm gonna try to finish my Malay composition now .
the topic is about your best friend .
i chose to write about Nabilah .
okay , bye la bye .

evening post , time:5.32pm .
hello again!(:
i'm chatting to monyet !
and Hazwani . she says she misses me .
wow , didn't know that .
i miss monyet damn much siaa~
she&Nab are my bestest friends ever .
i am now second in Word Challenge , a game on Facebook .
first is Uncle Khai .
Zuhdy can't believe i beat him .
haha xD
at last i finish my homework .
whoo~
*clap hands uy .
haha .
gonna continue chatting to shortay&Hazwani now .
bye uh bye(:
hehehe(:

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hello(:

today was ... a normal day , i guess .

at the start of the day in school , things between Hafiz&I were very tensed .

we never talked to each other .

i wondered how long this thing would go ... i wondered if he still visits my blog daily .

but i daren't ask him , it's not worth it .

he likes me no more .

at almost the end of the day , he started talking to me&smiling his smile that i like to see ..

my face brightened up straight away , i could really feel a burden being lifted off my shoulder .

when i got home , i ate lunch .

then i played with Rayan .

then i did my homework around 2.10pm till 4pm .

i got ready to go out with mummy .

we were watching a movie at Tampines Mall .

BRIDE WARS !

the movie started at 5pm&ended at 6plus .

after that , we went to Popular to buy some things i need for school .

clear file holder , pens , correction tape&assessment books for home revision ; Science(urgh) , Geography(urgh)&History(okay uh) .

then we went to do some grocery shopping which i hated doing .

i just got mummy to buy what i craved for ; Australian peaches(!)&my daily snack which ran out a few days ago , Muesli bars .

but the brand that i usually buy , Uncle Toby's , ran out of stock for Chocolate topping so i bought Quaker Oat's chocolate topping .

i've tried it once when we were living in Australia&it's not so bad tasting , extra crunchy so i guess it's okay ...

around 8pm , mummy&i went to Ramen Ten . ordered beef teriyaki&tuna mayo sushi .

my fave , yumm(:

talked&talked about stuff ...

then went home around 9plus .

so , i guess i'm done blogging for today(:

the pic up there , that's me just now at Tampines Mall .

& there's something weird with this blog post . i can't delete the blank lines in between each sentence i type . it is irritating me ! i'm so agitated ! urghhhhhh !

hello .
today nothing much happened in school .
Hafiz&I didn't talk alot .
during recess , i sat with Fawrizah , Arjunna&Jing Wen .
they said that Nazurah is not really compatible with Hafiz coz she's a minah .
true , i thought to myself .
but i just kept quiet .
after recess , miss Peng distributed the Geography Pop Quiz .
i thought i would afail but i got 9/10 .
whoo !
i beat Hafiz . he got 7&half .
weird .
as i was walking towards the main gate of the school , i bumped into Bibek&his friends .
i realized that he is very handsome but what a waste coz his a gangster ...
and his tall too , haha .
i took the bus home with Hidayah&Jing Wen .
Amirul was there too .
we talked about something ..
i alighted at Tampines Mart , Amirul also .
i msged Danish to ask where he was&he said he will be there soon .
i waited for about 7minutes&then there was this guy looking at me .
i thought that would be Danish but then he disappeared .
then he reappeared .
finally , he asked ''shaqila?''
so i replied ''yeah . danish?''
so it was him .
he is ... okayokay laa .
after 10minutes , we decided to go home .
well at least if we want to meet up again , i would know how he looks like .
haha .
as i was walking back home , he asked me for stead .
i like him but i also like Hafiz ...
so i rejected ..
so so so so so sorry Danish):
i don't think it's the right time for stead if i don't love you .
sheeshzx , love is so complicated .
i got home around 4pm .
had lunch , showered&did homework .
then around 6pm , my grandmother stopped by .
when she was about to go home , she asked me ''you want money?''
duh , of course i said yes(:
so she gave me 10bucks .
after that , went online .
chatted to Amirul .
now still chatting .
mummy asked what i wanted for dinner .
i said idk .
other than Nany giving me 10bucks , i swear i hate today .

hello .
today i can assure you you'll be reading a loong post .
technically because alot happened today .
in the morning before i went to school , i searched frantically for my tie .
after 15minutes i couldn't find it so mummy said she would write a letter to the teacher in charge .
i didn't bother retaliating so i just kept my mouth shut .
as mummy drove me into the school , i could hear my heart beating wildly .
i stepped out of the car without a tie&the letter in my pocket .
somehow , i knew the letter would be of no use as mr Hafiz would not accept any kind of excuses .
now i know what would happen when you don't wear your tie on Wednesdays .
you have to purchase a new one no matter how good your excuse is&then stand for 25minutes .
not that bad uhs~
anyway , lessons were as normal .
during science , Hafiz asked me to copy the answers down for him .
i was a bit reluctant at first ...
i don't know , maybe i don't like him anymore .
but maybe i still do .
sheeshzx , i don't know .
Amirul&I talked more today .
during assembly , i found out who Nazurah was .
ohh , you guys don't know her because i never talked about her before .
anyway , she kept staring at me so i looked away .
netball practice came .
we had to run around the whole school , yes , whole school , twice .
yeah , not around the field like we usually do but around the whole school .
two rounds without stopping .
crazy sial~
i don't know how the hell i managed to do it , but i did it .
crazy sakk~
urgh , i HATE/LOATHE/DESPISE netball !
i so cannot wait for soccer next Monday .
netball is on Monday too so i'm gonna skip(:
netball finished at around 5.40pm .
i got 7 messages&a missed call .
i msged the annoymous person .
he said his name was Danish .
we started talking&talking&maybe i like him(:
we planned to meet after school tomorrow at Tampines Mart , the big clock .
he said he liked me too .
he asked for stead but i said we have to wait till tomorrow .
i still like Hafiz .
okay , let me tell you .
Hafiz loves a girl&likes me .
whereas i love Hafiz .
i keep telling myself ''we will never be'' but i just can't seem to forget him .
i admit i am jealous of the girl who Hafiz loves but i know i have to let go~
that's why everytime Hafiz asks me to do something , i do it willingly because i love him .
but on second thought , i shouldn't be doing it because if i keep on doing it , i will keep on loving him .
which makes it harder for me to forget him .
urgh , love is so complicated .

Labels: i like Danish, i like Hafiz

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hello(:
yesterday i discovered that there was a whole new way to have fun .
my favourite uncle , Uncle Aja , used his parents(my grandparents) terrace house to host a party since his parents were away .
at the backyard , my aunts&uncles were playing Blackjack&smoking .
in the hall , people were watching TV .
at the second level , there were aunts&uncles playing PS2&computer .
at the third level , the rest of the people were playing Wii , Guitar Hero II .
i reached there around 8pm .
mummy sent me .
when i first got there , i went up to watch the people playing Wii .
then i thought it was boring .
since my grandparents' house used to be my house , i know the house very well so i took a laptop&went into Uncle Ham's room&used the laptop .
i checked Friendster&Facebook .
around an hour later , i decided i'm done with the laptop so i went downstairs&played Blackjack .
after playing so many rounds , Aunty Jess(uncle Aja's girlfriend) , Amanda , Aunty Amy&Uncle Nick arrived .
Aunty Jess told me she bought the same top for us for our BBQ at East Coast Park tomorrow .
yay ! ~
she also gave me a dress which she couldn't fit anymore .
i remembered that dress .
she wore it the third time i met her .
we were going to Sempang Bedok for supper(:
anyway , she did my nails , as in she applied for me nail polish&the nail stickers .
omg , she so has to be a manicurist !
so now my nails are black with butterfly&flower stickers .
while she was examining my nails , she said ''your nails damn cute leh , so small !''
and i'm like ''i don't like leh so small...''
haha ~
then i hung out with them till nearly 12am then Uncle Aja sent me back home .
when i got home , my cousins , the troublemakers , were there .
i knew before i left , i told one of them he could use my laptop .
when i got home , he was still using it .
but i got into a fit because my room was upside down !
my CDs were all on the floor&bed&some were broken !
i was soooooo angry i shouted at all of them !
one decided to joke around so i held him against the wall&punched him in the chest .
he was so frightened that he said ''kay kay cicip tak kacau lagi'' .
busted sial dorang !
i'm still angry with them .
mummy said she&papa are looking for a bigger house .
in that bigger house , there would be 5 rooms .
1 master bed room
1 my room
1 Haziq&Rayan's room
1 maid's room
1 guest room

yes , there would be a guest room .
i so cannot wait .

hello(:
yesterday we had the soccer match&family BBQ .
the soccer match was held at Victoria School .
the school is friggin' huge man .
while our family team was playing , i took the little kids with me&we went exploring the school .
that's what we always do .
we have explored Tampines Sec , De Yi Sec , Raffles' Institution , St. Joseph's Institution , NUS&so many more(:
altogether , i had to look after 6 little kids .
damn chaotic man .
after exploring the school , i taught the little kids how to stop&kick a soccer ball .
the youngest kid , 4 years old , kicked very powerful sey ~
she's my favourite , Zara(:
a 6 year old could kick high ball .
the rest normal laa .
haha .
anyway , our family team lost 1-0 .
i think because Uncle Hafiz never come that's why we lost .
i really admire his skills .
superb .
after the match , we went home to shower then we met up at the chalet for BBQ .
it was my grand aunty's birthday celebration .
she's a Man U supporter so her cake was Man U .
when i saw it , i said ''Alamak !''
haha !
then we got back around 11 plus at night .

hello
today was soo tiring !
want to die siaa ~
lessons were as normal .
during P.E. , we had to run 2.4km .
i seriously have to practice running more .
my time was 16.55 min .
bad , right ?
maybe i'll go to Bedok Reservoir to run ..
anyone care to accompany me ?
haha .
anyway , after we ran , we could play soccer or netball .
so i chose soccer , duh .
Fawrizah&I were the only 2 girls .
i played defender .
Hafiz was my opponent .
once he kicked but i managed to kick back , directing the ball away from the goal .
another time he kicked , i kicked back too .
but i accidentally kicked to him&he scored .
but my team then got the ball&scored .
so it was a tie 1-1 .
then , the teacher in charge of soccer saw Fawrizah&I playing&asked if we would like to join the soccer for girls' club .
so we agreed&we were supposed to report about 2 weeks from now .
gotta pack my soccer shoes .
anyway , Hafiz disturbed me a lot in class .
especially when he kept kicking my desk , on purpose(:
haha .
netball was soo tiring .
Arjunna&I drank 2 bottles of H-TWO-O each .
believe it ?
haha .
anyway , i got home at 7.10pm .
was greeted by two half-naked brothers .
one topless&one bottomless .
bottomless as in with diapers but without pants .
Rayan of course , Haziq wouldn't be wearing diapers .
sheeshzx .
anyway , i showered&sat down to have dinner .
mommy asked if i would like to invite some friends over to East Coast Park to play soccer on Monday .
i asked Hafiz&he said he couldn't because he was going somewhere so i asked Qayyum&Hakim&they said okay .
so , soccer it is on Monday with Qayyum&Hakim .
and the rest of Haziq's friends .
shit , my ex will be there .

hello(:
today my stepdad sent me to school .
the journey was whack , man .
as in , so weird&strange .
at home , i try my best to avoid my stepdad coz i dislike him , for some reason .
i still have to discover why i dislike him ...
whatever .
anyway , lessons were as usual .
during CME , the teacher made us to wordsearch .
we had to find 20 words .
the 20 words must have good quality .
Hafiz copy mine siaa ~
most of them .
i think i only copied his one or two words ?
anyway , so we had the same words .
haha .
did you know that yesterday during malay lesson i got busted ?
i was day-dreaming when suddenly the teacher ask me to read a paragraph of an article in front of the whole class.
sheeshzx .
after i read , i kept cursing ''busted,busted,busted''
haha .
during recess , uncle Fathul was at the canteen too .
i wanted to greet him but it seriously sounds weird when i call him ''mr Fathul'' since i've been calling him uncle Fathul for as long as i live !
we ended up just smiling at each other .
oh yeaaa , i said ''morning''
haha .
the rest of the time in school was okay ...
Hafiz doesn't tease me a lot anymore , haha !
and today , i had to wear spectacles for a very long time siaa ~
Geography , History&Assembly .
because i couldn't see clearly !
then Hafiz was also wearing ..
then Syakir&Zamir found out i wore spectacles . they were laughing but i acted like i never noticed them laughing .
whatever .
once i got home , i ate lunch but today i didn't do my homework straight away .
i slacked for so lonng .
i got home around 3.30pm .
after i ate lunch , mummy went to sleep&sister Louann went to mind her own business .
so my two brothers&i were in the living room .
i filled up one-third of the living room . i spreaded my bag , handphone and stuff all over&i sat down to read my book , Graffiti Girl .
my first bro filled up another one third of the room . his ps3&psp .
my youngest bro filled up the other one third . he ate crap , seriously . he ate dried grass , a twig and other disgusting stuff .
mind him , his only 11months .
but it was cool , the three children having their own space in the hall .
haha .
i did my homework only at 7pm&now it's 8.06pm .
haha .
i'm out ~

hello(:
today was okaaay ...
today when mummy was sending me to school , the atmosphere was very good
as in when mummy talked about something , i didn't retaliate .
normally early in the morning , i am very grumpy&would retaliate to what other people would say ..
today like got magic .
haha .
and another unusual thing happened .
i finished my one slice of bread .
normally(since p4) , i would only take three bites and throw the bread away .
my stomach is really not good in the mornings .

anyway , lessons were okay .
durig science lesson , we were supposed to listen to what our teacher was talking about and jot down notes .
obviously Hafiz wasn't paying attention .
he was too busy doing graffiti .
sometimes i had to ask him to copy if not he would be left behind .
sheeshzx .
the enrichment programme was a fucking waste of time .
merepek siol ~
when i got home , i was being greeted at the door with a scream from Rayan .
a scream especially for me .
yes , my baby brother was screaming at me .
so i screamed back .
and we went on&on for like 5 minutes till he cried . then i stuck out my tongue at him .
imagine a 12year old fighting with an 11month old .
anyway :
mummy cooked spaghetti so i devoured it .
then my neighbour's mom came to my house to ask if i would like to hang out with her daughter .
at that time , it was like 6.30pm .
i hung out till now , 8.40pm .
it means that i haven't bathe .
lol .
i'm gonna bathe now .

hello . today was so fun .
yesterday Hafiz said that he could help me with the math homework .
so we decided to meet at the flag pole before 7.20am .
so we did&he taught me how to do the math homework .
did i tell you people that i suck at math ?
well now you guys know .
in math class , my brain jammed so i turn to see what Hafiz wrote .
then i copy him . haha .
well he copied one whole paragraph from my english essay so what's the big deal of me copying two answers from him ?
chey , defensive siaa me ~
anyway , throughout class he kept taking my pencilcase&my storybook , Graffiti Girl .
i wasn't annoyed , haha .
but he was really noisy when we had a workshop from 3pm till 5pm .
he kept making noise .
sheeshzx .
but he made a lot of eye contact with me .
Fawrizah was nice to me today , i don't know why . she took two pictures with me .
weird eh ?
mommy said something to me .
''so now are you close to Hafiz?''
i said kinda .
she said : take picture of him , i want to see if his hot .
so when recess came , i tried to take a picture of Hafiz .
but was unsuccessful .
very hard to snap siaaa ~
okay , my stories are not in chronological order .
whatthaheck .
oh , just now Amirul Husni said hello to me .
i said Hi back .
haha .
i'm going to bathe now&then do homework .
bye .

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hello !
today has been a very long day for me .
and i mean a real long day .
i got up around 9am .
i msged Hafiz around 10plus to find out that i woke him up .
sorry Hafiz !
lol .
then went to tampines mall to eat breakfast at macdonalds and buy school shoes .
i was still msging Hafiz .
then went home , did math homework , msg Hafiz , went to doctor to accompany mummy , msg Hafiz , went home , did english essay , msg Hafiz , then eat dinner , msg Hafiz then Hafiz ask me to print his essay for him .
i seriously laughed my ass off when i read his essay .
it was so hilarious especially the part when he said he looked weird tucking in his uniform so he untucked it .
mummy read it too and she said ''his grammar some past tense and some present tense''
i said i know .
we're now chatting on msn .
i really reallllllllllly like him .
haha .
whatthaheck , i know .
he ask me to put tag box . i said i'd do it today but i think i'll do it tomorrow .
really malas siaa ~
so basically , we've been msging the whole day , since i woke him up .
lol .
before i go to sleep tonight , i'm going to read his essay one more time and laugh my ass off one more time .
(:

HEADLINES : NABILAH , MONYET&IZZATI , I MISS YOU GUYS !

hello(:
today school was fun .
in the morning when mummy was sending me to school , she asked me what lessons i had for today .
i replied ''math , P.E. , literature&something''
she said ''i like the something''
me: i like the something too
haha .
we had to run 1.6km for P.E.
i finished in 9.46minutes .
second girl to finish .
the first boy to finish was Hafiz .
he runs so fast siaa ~
during math lessons , my brain jam .
i took so long to figure out two questions .
hey , i suck at math , okay ...
during geography , my brain jammed again .
geography is something like science but it's more abouth the Earth ; pollution , deforestation , global warming , etc .
i suck at science too that's why my brain jam .
i enjoy literature .
technically because i love english .
english is my favourite subject that's why i got A for PSLE . haha .
i got A for malay too but i seriously hate malay .
anyway , literature was fun .
paired up with Atiqah .
in the bus , there weren't too many people so i listened to my songs on my iPod peacefully .
got home , showered , ate&now i'm here .
normally i would do homework first before i play computer but today is Friday , relax a bit ah .
haha .
kay , bye .

hello .
today , lessons were as normal .
during P.E. , my teacher took our height&weight .
i weigh 39kg&my height is 151cm .
Nysah , i'm catching up .
or are you growing taller too ?
dammit .
Hafiz kept teasing me in class .
kind of irritating . haha .
went home with Hidayah by bus .
once i got home , Rayan woke up at about 3.10 so i brought him out for a walk .
after that i ate , showered&did homework .
Uncle Aja&Aunty Jess came around 6.30pm .
then when they went back , talked to my neighbours , Mateen&Nureen .
after that , ate dinner&here i am .
nothing much these days right ?
everyday seems to be boring to talk about so maybe i should blog when there is an interesting thing to talk about .
bye laa .

hello !
today , i think i'm going to like Tampines Secondary after all ...
but i will still miss Chestnut Drive Sec
today my form teacher assigned us our seats
i'm sitting next to you-guess-it .. HAFIZ !
haha
and i also sit next to a Liverpool fan(:
Hafiz is a Man U fan
whatever
we had netball practice from 3-6pm but the teacher released us at 5.30pm
i walked to the bus stop with a girl named Lulu
she's so cute&short
shorter than Yee Ru
in the bus , i had to stand up for three quarter of the journey&i was dying because my school bag weighs 6.4kg&i had no place to sit&the bus was very cramp so i had no place to put my bag down !
i tried not to think of the weight i'm carrying by listening to my iPod but it was useless
whatthaheck siaa ~
i reached home at nearly seven in the evening
once i got home , Rayan greeted me by screaming
i showered , ate&did my homework&now i'm typing on the keyboard
i'm done for today !
bye .

yo . school was okay .
the sitting arrangement for morning assemblys is kinda funny .
it's kind of in a mess .
i ended up sitting in front of Hafiz .
in Tampines Secondary , school starts at 8.30am and ends at 2.30pm .
at 3pm , I had netball trials till 5.30pm .
netball was okay , quite tiring ...
haha .
the seniors said i was good .
wow .
surprising .
i miss cdss siaa ~
after netball trials , i msged Amir .
he said Rosyanti is so sad without me .
so then i asked how was classes without me .
he said it was no fun .
aww ..
i feel so bad&sad leaving cdss .
after waiting for mummy to pick me up , we went to macdonalds to buy dinner .
then went home , showered , did homework&now on the computer .
a typical weekday .
CURRENTLY CHATTING TO : Nabilah , Amir , Zuhdy , Nadya , Khalisah .