hello .
today i can assure you you'll be reading a loong post .
technically because alot happened today .
in the morning before i went to school , i searched frantically for my tie .
after 15minutes i couldn't find it so mummy said she would write a letter to the teacher in charge .
i didn't bother retaliating so i just kept my mouth shut .
as mummy drove me into the school , i could hear my heart beating wildly .
i stepped out of the car without a tie&the letter in my pocket .
somehow , i knew the letter would be of no use as mr Hafiz would not accept any kind of excuses .
now i know what would happen when you don't wear your tie on Wednesdays .
you have to purchase a new one no matter how good your excuse is&then stand for 25minutes .
not that bad uhs~
anyway , lessons were as normal .
during science , Hafiz asked me to copy the answers down for him .
i was a bit reluctant at first ...
i don't know , maybe i don't like him anymore .
but maybe i still do .
sheeshzx , i don't know .
Amirul&I talked more today .
during assembly , i found out who Nazurah was .
ohh , you guys don't know her because i never talked about her before .
anyway , she kept staring at me so i looked away .
netball practice came .
we had to run around the whole school , yes , whole school , twice .
yeah , not around the field like we usually do but around the whole school .
two rounds without stopping .
crazy sial~
i don't know how the hell i managed to do it , but i did it .
crazy sakk~
urgh , i HATE/LOATHE/DESPISE netball !
i so cannot wait for soccer next Monday .
netball is on Monday too so i'm gonna skip(:
netball finished at around 5.40pm .
i got 7 messages&a missed call .
i msged the annoymous person .
he said his name was Danish .
we started talking&talking&maybe i like him(:
we planned to meet after school tomorrow at Tampines Mart , the big clock .
he said he liked me too .
he asked for stead but i said we have to wait till tomorrow .
i still like Hafiz .
okay , let me tell you .
Hafiz loves a girl&likes me .
whereas i love Hafiz .
i keep telling myself ''we will never be'' but i just can't seem to forget him .
i admit i am jealous of the girl who Hafiz loves but i know i have to let go~
that's why everytime Hafiz asks me to do something , i do it willingly because i love him .
but on second thought , i shouldn't be doing it because if i keep on doing it , i will keep on loving him .
which makes it harder for me to forget him .
urgh , love is so complicated .

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