.Thursday, January 29, 2009
hello .
today nothing much happened in school .
Hafiz&I didn't talk
alot .
during recess , i sat with
Fawrizah ,
Arjunna&
Jing Wen .
they said that
Nazurah is not really compatible with Hafiz
coz she's a
minah .
true , i thought to myself .
but i just kept quiet .
after recess , miss Peng distributed the Geography Pop Quiz .
i thought i would afail but i got 9/10 .
whoo !
i beat Hafiz . he got 7&half .
weird .
as i was walking towards the main gate of the school , i bumped into
Bibek&his friends .
i realized that he is very handsome but what a waste
coz his a gangster ...
and his tall too ,
haha .
i took the bus home with
Hidayah&
Jing Wen .
Amirul was there too .
we talked about something ..
i alighted at
Tampines Mart ,
Amirul also .
i
msged Danish to ask where he was&he said he will be there soon .
i waited for about 7minutes&then there was this guy looking at me .
i thought that would be Danish but then he disappeared .
then he reappeared .
finally , he asked ''
shaqila?''
so i replied ''yeah . danish?''
so it was him .
he is ...
okayokay laa .
after 10minutes , we decided to go home .
well at least if we want to meet up again , i would know how he looks like .
haha .
as i was walking back home , he asked me for stead .
i like him but i also like Hafiz ...
so i rejected ..
so so so so so sorry Danish):
i don't think it's the right time for stead if i don't love you .
sheeshzx , love is so complicated .
i got home around 4pm .
had lunch , showered&did homework .
then around 6pm , my grandmother stopped by .
when she was about to go home , she asked me ''you want money?''
duh , of course i said yes(:
so she gave me 10bucks .
after that , went online .
chatted to
Amirul .
now still chatting .
mummy asked what i wanted for dinner .
i said
idk .
other than Nany giving me 10bucks , i swear i hate today .
Dear _______ ,
i wish it wasn't too late .
i wish i could change your mind .
i wish we hadn't argued .
i wish i could turn back time .
i'm so sorry if i hurt you .
but .. i did that coz you hurt me too .
i just wish we could be close friends like back then&none of this happened .