sorry for my M.I.A.
in any case , it means Missing In Action .
have been so busy .
on 4th March , met up with my older bro .
you know , like , he asked me to be his younger sister kind of thing .
it is the first time we have met .
and to think that we have been 'siblings' for more than one year .
haha .
i ended up coming home late , at 7.50pm .
yesterday , met up with my best friend , Ddin Swings !
he was with the latest member in the group , Shiddiq .
he looks like Chinese , seriously .
then Bul came .
he is damn funny i tell you .
so the 4 of us hung out under my void deck for about 3 hours ?
yeaa , something like that .
then last night , went online , edited my blog skin .
i have a song , one of my favourite songs .
it was remixed by Kardinal Official .
before it was remixed , it was sung by Atomic Kitten .
actually Atomic Kitten also remixed it but i don't know the name of the original singer .
i don't know how to change the pic to my pic .
eesh . maybe i'll ask Monyet to do it ...
hmm , me&Hafiz are on good terms .
which is good .
today , i had my first lesson of tuition .
well , my aunty is my tutor .
she will be my coach for Math&Science .
today we touched on 4 Math topics&I'm so happy coz all of 'em have been easy for me !
haha :D
now it's almost 5pm .
i feel like playing soccer but don't know who to ask .
i messaged Amirul but he didn't reply .
i can't ask Ddin coz he has soccer practice today .
oh well , seems like i won't be playing soccer today .

today Arjunna did not come to school.
she missed out a lot man.
in school&in fun.
poor gal):
i miss her tho'.
her crazyness(:
school was okay.
nothing much happened.
i wanna change my blog skin but i'm so lazy to do it.
but i'm gonna do it anyway.
hahaha.
i hate Tuesdays.
do not ask me why as you'll never understand.
currently chatting to my old classmate from East Spring Primary.
he just added me so memories of him are going through my mind...
haha.
he was crazy.
the way he laughs was also contagious.
as in when you see him laugh, you can't help but laugh too.
haish.
oh yeaa, today miss Peng(my form teacher) voted me as a student counsellor.
wow.

sorry for not updating yesterday&Saturday.
been so busy.
Rayan is sick.
fever ; 38.3 Degrees
poor baby.
Syaizta is having rashes.
poor baby.
Haziq just went to a specialist for his skin problems.
omg, all my 3 siblings has something wrong with their health.
i'm the only healthy one.
ahaha.
i love my sayang like hell.
blablabla, today was so tiring.
i'm so tired to even think what to write.
seriously....
i'm so lazy to relink you guys ....
haish.
whateff ,

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today was kinda hung over .
i did not eat ,
i haven't bought Chinese book , which i need tomorrow .
i lost my Home Econ workbook .
i think it's somewhere in class or somebody must have stolen it ....
i need to search for it man ....
today i talked to him more than usual(:
even had contact with him .
i love him because his good-looking , charming , cute , caring , loving .
i only need to find out if he is understanding .
if he is , he is my 100% perfect match .
one of my best friend says his like a small boy .
hee:D
well , netball was okay .
the seniors today were the sec 3s&they were fun like hell .
my fave seniors are Hayani&Jing Yi .
after netball , i walked towards the Bedok MRT Station .
Bibek&his friends were behind me .
one of his friends pushed him towards me .
i think he wanted Bibek to bump into me .
i moved away .
Bibek walked beside me .
i slowered my pace so that they will takeover me .
and they did .
which was good .
because i felt uncomfortable walking where they could see me .
if you know what i mean ,
anyway , got home .
ate , showered , rested&now using the computer .
today no homework ,
yeaa !
only , i haven't completed my Math assignment that was due on Monday .
it's so hard i don't understand ):
anyway , today my Inbox has so little messages .
usually i would have at least 60 messages per day .
today i only have 26 .
He is not replying my messages , idk why .
hmm ... weird .
let me message his best friend ...
catch ya later .

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it's just another manic Monday .
i didn't do English homework .
i did not have enough sleep .
i just feel hung over .
and that's not how i'm supposed to be feeling on a Monday morning .
after school , hung out with Farwizah till 4.30pm .
reached home at 5pm .
showered , ate , watched tee.vee .
after dinner then i started doing homework .
just finished , actually .
now chatting to Amirul Husni a.k.a. mr Love Doctor .
now gonna update Friendster&Facebook .
bye uh .

hello(:
i changed my skin, yes(:
sunshine numba one.
my boy is my sunshine numba one.
he makes me smile.
today i talked to him in school.
nothing much happened today.
mommy fetched me from school.
went home, ate lunch, did homework&revision, went to view houses to see which house to buy.
i have a gut feeling we are going to buy Demeanour. [however you spell it]
it is a terrace house that has swimming pool.
i think it is at Tanah Merah.
just opposite the MRT station.
which is good.
so i can take MRT to school.
and it is convenient if you want to go to Tampines Mall.
ahaha.
today i found out that Nabilah was attached.
my best friends' date of stead are all so close to mine !
mine is 16th Feb
Izah's is 15th.
Nab's is 17th.
I.K.'s is 18th.
cool uy?
hehe.
now it's 9.34p.m.
i haven't eaten dinner.
the last time i ate was at 2p.m.
go figure how many hours ago was that.
gonna eat now ey(:
bye yaw.

hello .
today was interesting .
no , interesting is a crappy word .
i don't know how to describe today .
after school , hung out with Arjunna&Farwizah .
first did homework then went to eat lunch at McDonald's .
after that , went back to school around 4.30pm then hung out till 5pm .
took MRT home with Farwizah .
bumped into Bibek at Tampines Interchange .
he was queueing for bus 28 , the bus that i usually take .
i decided to take a different bus to avoid being anywhere near him in case he asked me questions .
so i took 38 .
reached home , showered , did science revision&now online-ing .
in between revision , Arjunna&me were deciding what CCA to join .
just now in school , we decided to give a try at English Drama .
but out of the blue , Arjunna said : '' we are not quitters but winners . we cannot just quit netball because of a torture or whatever . we must persevere so that when we face any hardship in the future we are able to face it with confidence . so please don't be a quitter and quit . be a winner and win .
i know what she said makes a lot of sense .
but my mom said something that made a lot of sense too .
she said: if they punish you by making you do push ups , it makes students lose interest in the game as every mistake they make , they must do push ups . the seniors must tell you not to repeat your mistake&encourage you to make yourself feel motivated to do better .

so what do i do ?
quit netball ?
Arjunna asked me to give it one more try but the images of doing strenuous push ups makes me have a second thought .
on the other hand , i will miss Monday's soccer practice ......

i don't know what to do .
but i know that my interest lies in soccer&only soccer .

today was slack .
netball was slack .
lessons were slack .
to make things easier , EVERY DAMN THING WAS SLACK .
and the week has just only started , Monday .
i seriously need to get a grip of myself .
i seriously need to think about getting good grades .
i need to think about my CCA .
i need to think about my religion .
i need to think about consequences if what i'm supposed to be doing daily is not being done !
i know my weaknesses&strengths .
and i really need to strengthen my weaknesses .
i cannot be self-centred&I really have to concentrate in studies .
since this year started , i have never done proper revision sessions before .
everyday , it's simply homework&then computer .
i know this is not the real me .
in primary school , i was very consistent about my study hours .
now everything is gone like the wind .
i played truant by not attending my CCA .
i lied to my mom because i didn't want to attend religious class .
sheeshzx .
i have issues .
i don't know why i take things for granted .
my mom is kind enough when i told her i had issues&that i need counselling .
she said she will get me a therapist .
a therapist .
not a counsellor .
i know she loves me a lot but i don't know why i don't want to make her proud .
what the heck .
i hate myself .
well , at least for now .
this is the 2 pieces of good news for today:
i'm in the girls' soccer team&i attended CCA .

sorry for not updating yesterday .
was too busy .
had training for Mass Run .
then went out till late .
was messaging Syakir&monyet(:
Syakir's taste in music is so matured .
he listens to Craig David , Ne-Yo , Taylor Swift .
no techno .
his gonna gonna be a good man .
haha xD
then , Leonard msged me .
he got my number from Dalene .
our class rumour is that Leonard likes me .
Leonard says it's not true .
after all , it's only a rumour .
get over it , go on with life .
anyway , today in school , lessons were so lagging .
i didn't pay much attention .
even to Literature , my favourite subject .
maybe because it's a Friday&my mind is off lessons ?
sheeshzx , i don't know .
maybe it's because of the fact that Hafiz hasn't removed my blog link&that Tampinesians still can visit his blog&then know my blog ?
sheeshzx , i don't know .
or maybe it's a thing called friendship ...
somebody is getting really annoying ...
and Lego is getting more&more disgusting .
homework:
Science
Malay
Home Economics
Art
English
i've only done Home Econ .
lazy siaa~
i plan to do English&Art later .
Malay&Science tomorrow .
now i have to get ready to go out .
bye suckas .

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Labels: schwester

today wasn't a normal day .
i can say i was being rebellious .
because:
first , i didn't do any art homework&you know what ?
the teacher was so fed up with me that she did my homework for me .
cool huh , teacher doing homework for student ? ;D
second , my home econ teacher sent me out of the class because i did not bring my workbook&didn't pay attention to her lesson ;D
third , i skipped netball practice&went to hang out with Farwizah instead .
During Malay class , my shell cracked a little bit more .
i wasn't my usual shy self .
which is good .
during English , mdm Shareena kept asking me to answer her questions .
eesh .
one time , i was daydreaming when she called me to answer her question .
i muttered something , it was the word that i last heard her saying before i drifted to LaLaLand .
but luckily , the answer that i muttered was correct .
lol xD
during Art , Leonard kept snapping pictures of me .
5-6 pictures i think ...
eesh .
after school , hung out with Farwizah till 3.30pm .
then went back with her by MRT .
in between , was msging Syakir .
Farwizah says he likes me because he msges me 24/7 .
eesh .
went home , ate , slept(but was disturbed by Troy's calls) , did homework , showered&now updating blog .
heh .
gonna update Facebook now !
bye .

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hey guys .
today was too short for me !
i wish it was still Friday night !
oh well .
today i woke up around 9am .
washed up , ate breakfast&played with Rayan .
around 11am , i used the computer .
most of the time spent was playing Word Challenge on Facebook .
heh :D
at about 1pm , mummy asked if i wanted to follow her , papa , Rayan&Haziq to Downtown East .
i felt sleepy so i turned down the plan .
when they left , i fell asleep till 3pm !
i realized that i hadn't showered so i went to shower .
then , Nadya&Hannah showed up at my doorstep to ask me to come over to Hannah's house .
i told them i'll be there in half an hour since i hadn't eaten lunch .
so i ate lunch&went over .
Hannah's mom asked me to eat lunch&i said i just ate lunch at home !
but she convinced me so i ate a bit .
then again , i didn't finish it :D
after that , we used the computer&sent each other songs to our phones .
talked a lot of crap .
at around 5pm , we ate Vanilla ice cream .
yum yum !
heh :D
out of the blue , the 3 of us decided to do an online show like iCarly :D
Hannah suggested we go to my house because it's more spacious .
so we went over .
we decided on our online names because of course we won't use our real names for the whole world to know .
i won't tell you guys my online name(:
then we decided our theme song .
i won't tell you guys our theme song(:
then we planned what to do .
i won't tell you guys what we planned to do(:
and what to wear .
and won't tell you guys what we're wearing(:
Nadya browsed through my wardrobe&saw my Tampines Sec tie .
she said she wants to wear it -.-
she said when we broadcast the vid online , she gets to spread my school name .
whatever laa babe .
our video will be on YouTube .
i think tomorrow or next week then we're going to video .
hehe xD
i suddenly remembered i hadn't done homework .
Hannah also .
Nadya had to go back home):
so Hannah&I decided to do our homework together .
i'm gonna suggest she sleep at my house tonight(:
gonna ask her now .
bye yaw ;D

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hello people .
today as i was walking into school , Farwizah msged me: Sha , where are you now ?
i replied: at the school gate
her: wait for me , i'm cumin.
so i waited for her then we walked to the usual place where we always sit together .
we chatted about her stoopid boyfriend for awhile then Jing Wen&Arjunna came .
first two periods were malay .
i seriously laughed my ass off because of Hafiz siaa ~
his funny(:
i love him but he makes my heart break&i can't forget him ...
eesh .
anyway , after malay my class had to take photo , individually .
our fringe must be the eyebrow&my fringe was touching the eyebrow .
i panicked for awhile since my hairstyle was China doll hairstyle .
then Farwizah came to the rescue .
she clipped up my fringe lke my old hairstyle .
a lot of my classmates said i looked prettier that way .
but no one could beat Arjunna .
she kept saying ''lawa sakk kau!'' again&again .
godd ! xD
so i decided that that would be my new hairstyle :D
during recess , i noticed that a lot of boys looked at me .
so my new hairstyle do make me beautifuler .
haa ,
my plan for today was to meet mummy after school to go to the gym .
so after school , Farwizah asked me what mode of transport i was going to take .
i said MRT&she was delighted .
so we walked together then she said she was thirsty but she didn't have money to buy a drink so i bought a can of coke&we shared .
her mum then called to tell her to meet her at Paya Lebar so we had to take different MRTs .
):
we said our goodbyes&boarded the MRT .
i reached Simei MRT .
i called mummy&she said she was on her way .
there were a lot of mat reps .
3 kept staring at me for i don't know why the hell .
finally mummy came .
we were walking towards the gym when she suddenly said ''fuck''
i said ''what now?''
''i left my handphone in the car''
''go take it laa''
eesh .
leave handphone in the car also want to curse .
eesh .
anyway , my work out today was concentrated towards my abs&muscles .
after that , went home .
did homework then around 5pm , went to play soccer with Danish , Qusyairi&Naufal .
you know what ?
all 3 of them likes me so it was awkward playing with them .
i wish Ddin was there to accompany me .
he msged me .
his msged said: next time i'll accompany you ok .
went home around 6.45pm .
continued with homework&then showered .
ate dinner&used computer till now , 9.41pm .
tomorrow Atiqah&Hidayah will be coming over to do Literature homework .
Syakir is msging me .
omg .
his asking me personal stuff .
more omg .
i still haven't completed my homework .
lazy uh ey(:
i still need to do ;
Mathematics - draw 4 bar graphs
English - summary writing
Science - 4 pages , i think
eeeeesh .
i hate school .
i don't want Monday to come because have Netball !
i hate Netball !
i swear i hate Netball !
Netball sucks .
okay , enough uy .
but really , i swear i hate Netball .

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hello(:
today wasn't a very normal day . haha .
i reached school slightly later than usual .
usual: 7.20am
today: 7.33am
on the way , Farwizah msged me: Sha , where are you now ?
she's always first to arrive(except for one time i reached first) .
i guess she needed a friend .
when i reached , i sat down next to her .
she seemed upset .
then she told me what happened between her&her boyfriend .
stoopid sakk the boyfriend .
first period was chinese .
second period was music .
third was P.E.
we learnt how to position ourselves before running .
then was recess .
Farwizah gave me a lot of attention .
during English , Syakir asked for my email .
i said: you give me your's , i'll add you .
so i gave him my book for him to write down .
you know what ?
not only did he give me his email but he also gave me his hp number .
wow . *raise eyebrows
after school , i called mummy to ask her what she cooked .
she said chicken soup&fried fish .
me: i don't feel like eating that .
mummy:so what do you want ?
me: i'm craving for McDonalds .
mummy: another time , darling . not today .
me: alaa , then what else is there ?
mummy: tuna pasta ?
me: okay .
mummy: oh shucks , i gotta help Haziq with homework .
me: alaa , not fair siaa~
mummy: so what now ?
me: i just go Tampines Mart myself laa .
mummy: up to you .
me: fine .
so that conversation didn't turn out well ...
i stopped at the bus stop at Tampines Mart .
during the bus ride , Qusyairy called me 5times .
eesh ! irritating sakk .
FYI , he is one of the boys who i don't know where the hell he got my number from .
when i stepped into McDonalds , alot of boys looked at me .
some even tried to get attention from me . -.-
one of them was hot .
budak East Spring Sec .
hehe xD
while i was walking home , i bumped into Ddin at the bus stop opposite my house !
he changed his number so i got his new one .
we talked to catch up on each other abit for 20minutes .
i looked at my house window&saw Haziq .
when i got home , i told Haziq i saw him&he said he saw me too .
sister Louann saw me too .
i ate my McDonalds peacefully .
i ignored mummy all the way .
then i showered&did my homework at 5pm .

heeelloo peoplee .
today was soo tiring .
had netball practice .
i swear i hate netball .
i can't wait for soccer on Monday .
lessons were as normal .
well , not so normal .
Hafiz had to change place):
& now i sit beside a jerk&a disgusting boy .
the jerk is so like ... what the fuck .
he thinks he knows it all .
the disgusting boy eats paper&staples&cloth , chews blue tack because he says it tastes like bubble gum&brushes his teeth with his pen .
disgusting much ?
i know .
i wish Hafiz was still sitting next to me ...
more fun .
netball finished around 5.40pm .
waited for bus but since it was peak hour(s) , all 3 buses that stopped was totally full .
at 6.20pm , my netball girls&I decided to take MRT&alight at Tampines .
so from Tampines , i took bus number 38 home .
i was so relieved when i finally reached home .
it was 7.15pm .
i straight away collapsed on the sofa .
then , i showered , ate dinner&did homework .
lucky thing there's not much homework .
now it's 8.53pm .
Hafiz is online on MSN .
i chatted to him .
me: is there any homework for Geog?
Hafiz: nope
me: thanks .
Hafiz: welcm

really brief right ?
well , at least he acknowledged my presence .
whatever ah eh .
now chatting to Amirul .
i feel sleepy though .
but i want to see my mommy .
she went out for dinner with one of her best friends .
yesterday night i had problems sleeping so she put me to sleep(:
i love her .

hello people(:
today was not a hung over day for me , unlike yesterday .
haha(:
though i felt like crying .
because of ... someone .
my English teacher didn't come today so the class could do anything related to English .
i did my book review .
i learnt more phrases that are interesting .
this is a phrase for mothers/parents :

hello .
the pic up there is me yesterday at uncle Ham's house . (read previous post)
i hate those pumps already , it is so ... outdated .
gotta get new Adidas shoes man .
oh wait , i just bought a pair of Adidas shoes 2weeks ago .
haha .
anyway , today is Monday&i've already ruined my week .
my stoopid bag zip broke , i forgot to bring Art stuff , i forgot to bring Home Econ stuff so my points would be one less than usual .
shit man .
and now mummy won't be dropping me off in school , she's gonna drop me off at the bus stop opposite school&i will have to cross over .
it is so uncool .
well , to live life is not so simple as to cross a field .
i learnt that phrase in my storybook(:
haha .
anyway , when i walked into school , Fawrizah was walking in too .
both of us were carrying our soccer bags as we were supposed to have soccer after school .
she came to me&asked me to sit with her at the shelter .
actually , she is not as bad as you think she is .
she is the most sane girl among the Hyper Girls which consists of Fawrizah , Arjunna&Jing Wen .
she always says to me ''aku tk leh angkat sey dorang''
meaning she really can't help but laugh at the other 2girls' jokes . (something like that laa)
actually she is a very nice girl . she is friendly , kind , caring&pretty .
anyway , the rest of the day was .... okay ?
nothing much happened .
Amirul called me siao !
haha !
when i got home , i slept from 4..30pm till 6.30pm .
for the first time i slept in the afternoon siaa~
i got up , showered&did homework .
after that i revised my Math because of Math test tomorrow .
then ate dinner&now updating this blog .
currently chatting to: Faizzul , Amir&Nadya .
bye .

hello(:
today was fun(:
woke up around 7.50am because Haikal msged me . eesh .
i didn't bother to reply so i slept again&woke up around 9am .
did Malay homework&revised Math chapter 1 , Numbers&their 4 operations .
i found out that i had problems finding the LCM .
shit siaa~
i need some one to help me ...
Math test on Tuesday !
anyway , after that , i finished reading my novel , Princess of Gossip .
wow , i finished reading 5 books in less than 2months(:
i still remembered in December , i bought 3novels .
each novel had 300 over pages&i would read one novel a day(:
call me a bookworm for all i care , but not a NERD .
anyway , at around 1plus pm , i felt sleepy so i went to sleep . haha .
i was woken up around 3plus .
my bro told me that we were going to uncle Ham's house .
so i got ready&went to uncle Ham's house .
reached there around 4.30pm .
my fave uncle was there . his name is Faiz , his 18 years old .
he was surprised when he found out that i went to Tampines Sec .
he said there got a lot of mats&minahs .
he said if i came a few years back , he would get one of his friends to protect me from mats&minahs .
too bad they're all at Poly/JC now .
anyway , not that i was gonna become a minah -.-
but he said i had potential of becoming a minah -.-
whatthaheck .
anyway , he&my other uncle , Afiq are my protectors .
haha .
my mom said my fave uncle is handsome .
yeah , i think so too .
haha .
anyway , went home from uncle Ham's house around 9pm .
got home , packed my school bag&soccer bag .
and now i'm on the comp. though mummy told me no using of computer anymore .
who cares ?