.Tuesday, February 03, 2009
hello people(:
today was not a hung over day for me , unlike yesterday .
haha(:
though i felt like crying .
because of ... someone .
my English teacher didn't come today so the class could do anything related to English .
i did my book review .
i learnt more phrases that are interesting .
this is a phrase for mothers/parents :
when they are young , they make your arms ache but when they grow up , they make your heart ache .
if you don't understand the phrase , it simply means that when you were younger , your parents have to carry you around&that makes their arms ache .
when you grow up , you make your parents heart ache because maybe you didn't do well in your studies or you are a gangster/trouble-maker or maybe you abuse your parents/make them live in a Home for elderly .
now get it ?
eesh .
there was something about Hafiz .
he looks more handsome(actually hot) the way his hairstyle is today .
his smile kills me deep down inside ...
knowing that he will never be mine .
knowing that he never will accept me the way he used to .
knowing that he gets to forget me so easily but i can't .
eesh .
the relationship i share with him now is so painful .
sometimes i wish i was a little girl again .
then , only toys would break instead of my heart .
weird right , when you were young , you can't wait to grow up .
now that you've grown up , you wish you were still young .
okaaay ... i know i'm depressed&i talk crap but do i seem too sentimental ?
let's get back to today .
after school , i didn't go back coz i didn't feel like going back home .
i called uncle Faiz to see if he was free .
he wasn't .he only finishes school at 5pm .
eesh .
so i went to Tampines Mall with Hidayah&Dalene .
talked about stuff , went to Mini Toons , Times&Sweet Talk .
there were some mat reps trying to get attention from me .
one was hot but ... not my type .
ohh , Fawrizah was nice to me again .
i wish i could get to know her better .
i think Arjunna is jealous that Fawrizah is getting close to me .
eesh .
please , no girl fights eh .
anyway , i reached home around 5pm&brought Rayan to the playground .
instead of playing on the slides , he went to collect dried leaves&twigs .
he is so disgusting !
when i was carrying him home , i asked him ''Rayan , when are you gonna stop eating dried leaves&twigs?!''
his reply was: bu-urrpp
yeah , he burped .
eesh .
disgusting .