hello .
today was interesting .
no , interesting is a crappy word .
i don't know how to describe today .
after school , hung out with Arjunna&Farwizah .
first did homework then went to eat lunch at McDonald's .
after that , went back to school around 4.30pm then hung out till 5pm .
took MRT home with Farwizah .
bumped into Bibek at Tampines Interchange .
he was queueing for bus 28 , the bus that i usually take .
i decided to take a different bus to avoid being anywhere near him in case he asked me questions .
so i took 38 .
reached home , showered , did science revision&now online-ing .
in between revision , Arjunna&me were deciding what CCA to join .
just now in school , we decided to give a try at English Drama .
but out of the blue , Arjunna said : '' we are not quitters but winners . we cannot just quit netball because of a torture or whatever . we must persevere so that when we face any hardship in the future we are able to face it with confidence . so please don't be a quitter and quit . be a winner and win .
i know what she said makes a lot of sense .
but my mom said something that made a lot of sense too .
she said: if they punish you by making you do push ups , it makes students lose interest in the game as every mistake they make , they must do push ups . the seniors must tell you not to repeat your mistake&encourage you to make yourself feel motivated to do better .

so what do i do ?
quit netball ?
Arjunna asked me to give it one more try but the images of doing strenuous push ups makes me have a second thought .
on the other hand , i will miss Monday's soccer practice ......

i don't know what to do .
but i know that my interest lies in soccer&only soccer .