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.Tuesday, March 31, 2009

me&Ddin .
i love Ddin like hell .
his the bestest friend in the world .
today i didn't go to school .
had stomach ache .
mummy brought me to the clinic .
the doctor said i had stomach virus&i had a lot of wind in my stomach ...
that was at 11am .
i was issued 3 types of tablet medicine .
i panicked .
i don't know how to eat tablet medicine !
when i got back home around 12pm , i ate lunch .
at 1pm , i ate my medicine .
it took me 6 glasses&half an hour to finish the 3 types of medicine ...
in the end , i threw up .
so my tummy was friggin' empty .
i met with Ddin at 5pm .
came back at 7pm plus .
Ddin was with AhBoiToyol .
i haven't heard from him quite a while .
haha .
then AhBoiToyol left&it was only me&Ddin .
that was when we started snapping pics .
there are a lot more .
haha .
but those 2 up there were the best ones .
so i edited them .
now it 8.20pm .
i already ate dinner&my medicine .
and guess what ?
it only took me 2&a half glasses of water&10minutes .
hehe .
how lame -.-'
now i want to do English , Math&Home Econ homework .
and to think that i had the whole day to finish up , i was lazy .
hahaha .
\dumb asshole/

XOXO





.Monday, March 30, 2009
today was so boring .
school ended at 11.30am .
mummy didn't allow me to meet up with Ddin&Shiddiq .
what the hell .
and Shiddiq's prepaid is low .
dang it .
i miss them .
Ddin is the bestest friend in the world ..
if he ever left me , i'd be incomplete , lost&inconsolable .
walau , i'm friggin' bored .
at least i caught up with all my homework .
hehe .
only , i don't know how to friggin' do the Math NPPA .
there are good movies showing !
Confessions of a Shopaholic , 17 Again&Hotel for Dogs .
i wanna watch them all !
hehe .

XOXO





.Sunday, March 29, 2009
today went out suckishly .
seriously .
i've decided , i want to live on my own , asap .
i'm sick of people bossing me around .
i'm sick of being under their control .
they think i'm still their little baby doll .
hello , i've grown up .
can't you see ?
i don't need your advice(s) or your opinions anymore .
i can think for myself .
though , i don't earn money , i will , very soon .
if i study hard .
and don't you underestimate me .
who does , you guys are suckas .
i wish i could go away from all of you .
i want to be alone .
i want to be somewhere no one can find me .
take me away ,

XOXO





.Thursday, March 26, 2009

forever
yesterday went out with Ddin&Shiddiq .
only took picture with Ddin as Shiddiq is shy -.-
the photo of me , explanation up there already:)
i'm having issues with some things right now ,
i'm not in the mood to do anything .
just now , even felt like not going to school .
i wish i could vanish from this planet right here , right now .
i don't care if i leave my problems behind or leave my loved ones but i really wish i could vanish now .
at night , i have insomnia thinking things thru' ,
wondering what gone wrong .
ohhhhh ,
i really don't feel like blogging .
bye .

XOXO





.Sunday, March 22, 2009
i got back from Phuket already .
reached Singapore at 10.20pm .
Daddy fetched me at 11.45pm from home .
he brought me to my grandmother's house so now i'm at my grandmother's house .
staying the night over again .
and now not talking to Ddin but chatting to him on MSN .
lol .
well , we're best friends .
what can i say ?
it's 1.27am .
i'm not sleepy .
haha .
actually i have plans for the wee hours in the morning .
that is ....
to finish up all my homework so tomorrow is a free day !
hahaha .
i wish holidays are still a long way to go ...
sheeshzx .
omg -
i have to do Math , English , Malay and science homework .
sheeshzx , i hate homework .
now , unlike in primary school , i hate school .
i don't look forward to coming to school .
maybe it's because i still haven't broke out of my shell yet .
in primary school , i'm one of the popular kids - besides Izzati&Nabilah .
hahaha .
i miss my Bukit Panjang Crew .
there's Nab , Monyet , Nysah , Arsyad , Izati , Qayyum , Nasrul , Hakim , Hiimesh , Troy&a whole lot others .
i misssssss them !!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha .
k bye .

XOXO





.Friday, March 20, 2009
date: 20th March 2009
finally i get to use the computer .
hey guys .
sorreh fer not updating recently as i am on holiday in Phuket , Thailand .
now i am at an Internet cafe in the hotel .
i get to use the Internet for free .
hehe :D
i came to Phuket on Tuesday night .
on Wednesday , my family&I went swimming&explored the hotel and nearby shopping places .
on Thursday , we went to Phi Phi Island .
we went snorkeling .
it was so fun :D
Rayan got to feed the fishes with bread .
you know what ?
he gave the fishes one bite&he took one bite too .
lol .
he was smiling&laughing&it was so cute .
at night about 9pm , mummy , Haziq&I went to the gym .
like , hello , i need to lose some weight after endless eating of food&junk food !
lol .
today , we went Go Karting .
that was fun too .
we rented the Go Kart for 20mintues .
now it's 5.20pm .
i want to go swimming !
haha .
later at night , Haziq&Papa are going to watch the Thai Kick Boxing .
something like that .
tomorrow , Mummy&I are waking up very early in the morning to go shopping .
we go there early so we get to shop more .
hehe ;D
well , what do girls like to do , right ??
haha .
ooops , Haziq just called me to say that they are gonna be at the coconut pool .
i told him i'd be there in 10minutes .
haha .
we stay in Movenpick Hotel .
yes , the ice cream brand hotel .
in case you're wandering why the pool is called a coconut pool , the pool is surrounded by coconut trees .
haha .
there are 3 pools in all .
the hotel is so big .
normally , you would have a normal bedroom , deluxe and suite right ?
this hotel has 17 different types of suites .
our room is a plunge pool room .
meaning it has a jacuzzi at the backyard .
darn cool , really .
sorry i can't upload any pictures - not my computer !
haha .
gotta go now .
bye .
Loveszx .

XOXO





.Sunday, March 15, 2009
today was fun .
yesterday was fun .
yesterday , my grandparents , aunt , uncles , cousins , parents&siblings went on the Singapore Flyer .
there was 15 of us in all so we got our own capsule .
our noise level was like equal to the zoo man .
very damn noisy

lol .
today met up with my whole family again at a wedding .
the waiters were hot .
haha .
alaa , they were mat reps .
the wedding was so cool , man .
there was valet parking for free .
hehe .
tonight i'm sleeping at my grandparents' house .
tomorrow i'm going to school and uncle Aja[my fave uncle] is sending me .
hehe .
meeting Syakir first .
hehe .
now i'm talking to Ddin on the phone .
we have been talking for 40mintues .

we started talking at 9.50pm
i'm going to Phuket on Tuesday .
what the hell , i don't feel like going ...
xxx xxx xxx xxx xxx xxx xxx xxx xxx xxx xxx xxx
back .
i talked to Ddin for more than 2hours .
haha .
now it's 12.20am so you go do the math(s) .
haha .
2hours 30minutes
that's how long we talked .

XOXO





.Sunday, March 08, 2009

today was so fun .
i wish it was still a weekend .
my family had to go to a wedding .
met my cousins , Abang Iman , Abang Luqman , Abang Hakim&Abang Hairy .
Abang Luqman teased me about something which i don't wish to share .
his sick - ,
seriously .
he told me to watch news tonight as he is going to be in it because of his CCA , Floorball .
anyway , around 5pm , met up with Ddin&Bul .
played soccer .
picture is up there .
yes , i was hamburgered between them .
we played where my school is gonna be next year !
Ddin said he would pick up everyday from school .
haha !
Bul said he want to find Syakir .
haha !
Shiddiq couldn't join ...
i don't know why .
he never reply my messages&never answer Ddin's calls .
maybe his prepaid low .
ohh well , nevermind .
i love Ddin&Bul !

XOXO








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