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.Saturday, May 23, 2009
so now i stare at the computer screen - blank , speechless , thoughtless , but never heartless .insomnia strikes again .i want to sleep but i simply can't .i keep thinking about this particular person .a boy . i don't want to do this any longer .i don't want to make the same mistakes .i want to forget you but why is it so hard ?did i fall for you that hard ?all this time i wasted , hoping you would come around .it has taken me this long but i've realized my mistakes .you can tell me you're sorry but i know you're not .why did you never tell me the truth ?why did you play me ?why did you call me those names when you never felt the same way as i do ?as much as i would like to call you a liar , i can't .because i know you're not .as much as i don't want to do this any longer(liking you) , i can't . because i keep re-reading your msges&it kills me deep down . as much mistakes i know i did , i don't know why i don't regret making those mistakes . because i got what i wanted ; to get to know you .i don't know what's wrong with me .am i falling for you that bad ?on the other hand , i know somebody is angry at me for liking him but i don't give a damn . i will do what i please . i'll keep liking him&i will find a way to stop liking him . complicated ain't it ?i know .