.Thursday, May 28, 2009
damn , this is fvcking stoopid what i'm about to do right now .
i am going to confess all my feelings about the friendship between Arjunna&Farwizah&me .
firstly , me&Arjunna are supposedly best friends .
though sometimes , we are pissed off with each other .
i understand why , though .
simply because , in primary school , Arjunna hung out with mat reps&I hung out with gangsters .
gangsters have a gang called KTM , which stands for ''kill the mats'' .
so i still have a bit of difficulty adapting to Arjunna because of her peers .
when i tell my gangster friends about Arjunna , they get 'eew'ed' and they keep telling me ''if she tries to harm you , tell us . we go find her''
but i keep saying ''it's cool , i know how to look after myself''
i understand that my gang is very protective of me though sometimes , they pass the line .
but that's okay .
then sometimes , Arjunna&me get into an argument .
we do not fight aloud but we do it silently .
it goes like this - we act like everything is normal . we do not talk about secrets&personal things , we talk formally . both of us dare not speak up anything about the fight .
slowly but surely , things get back to normal&we're like BFF .
weird , right ?
yet , i like it that way .
rather than we fight .
it goes on like forever .
during the period when we fight , i forget about how much fun i had with her .
i thought i wouldn't need her forever .
then , we came on good terms&I realized how much fun it is to have Arjunna in my life .
like what she said , it is better to be yourself rather than acting who you wanna be .
so i am happy that both of us let nature do it's thing .
as in , let time pass by&we re-think about what is going on .
so that's the friendship that me&Arjunna share .
about Farwizah , Arjunna&I are so angry with her .
we're not jealous or anything , let me just clarify .
i mean , who would want to be jealous of her ?
she has pimples all over her face , her parents are so strict in everything , she sucks in studies , she acts like a minah when she's not&she makes a fool out of herself .
a whole lot of people in school dislikes her .
Arjunna&I are angry at her because , when we were friends with her , she treated us like slaves more than friends .
ordering us to buy her drinks , ordering us to buy her food , ordering us to hold her things&this last thing that pisses me off - she uses my phone to msg her boyfriend just because she knows i have unlimited msges .
and she uses it the whole day&I'm like , 'wtf?'
it just shows in her upbringing that she is one hell of a anak setan .
she is acting who she is not , a minah wanna-be .
puh-lease , laa ey .
and when Arjunna did not come to school , she asked me to join her because she pities me .
i didn't want to , but i did anyway .
so when Arjunna came back , i went with Arjunna .
Farz got kind of angry , i dunno .
and i'm like , 'whaaaat? you said you pitied people who are alone and i ain't alone no more'
can you please like , think twice before you accuse other people of something ?
God ! -.-
i feel that this finger suits you , -'-
let's just put it this way , Farwizah .
we just stay classmates/schoolmates .
because , i'm sure nobody's life will suffer if they lost you .