So today was Teachers' Day Concert.
Was freaking nervous. Especially when it came to the upper sec's turn. jeezxc. But i managed to do it ^^
OK guys, i know the MC said the dance was performed by sec two(s) and sec three(s) but I'm extra la. hahaha !

I didn't go back to any of my primary schools. Forget about East Spring. My fave teachers aren't there no more. Even tho' Haiqal asked me to come back. haah. sorrie Haiqal. Forget about Greenridge. It's too friggin' far. There's nobody to send me there and take me home. I wish i could go ! I could have seen my P6 form teacher, Mdm Noorlailee, my P.E. teacher Mr Chua and my Malay teacher, Cikgu Saadiah ! pfftzxczxc.

Tomorrow is a non-school day. My mom dragged me to my uncle's house to stay the night. I hate it here ! I feel so uncomfortable. What more, stay the night/: Plus, i have a long list of homework to do.(chey, long ka perh^^) Well, i have to complete two Malay assignments, two Math assignments and one Science NPPA. I dread doing the Malay assignments. one is comprehension. and the other is summary writing. I don't even understand what i read. i swear i have read the first sentence more than five times !!! Seriously. screw having to learn Malay ! hah.

So, i made an excuse to escape the whole day being at my uncle's house for tomorrow. i told my mom i wanted to watch a movie. (Bandslam, check it out) She said OK. Tho' I don't know who i'm gonna watch it with. I might just watch it alone XD

before i sign off, i wanna thank Deeanne for giving me the much needed hug just now! Thanks babe. Love ya lots.

xx

yes guys, as you might have guessed, i broke up with Afiq. please do not ask why. but if you wanna know it real bad, imma just tell you a bit. and that is... both of us contributed to the cause of us breaking up. so, i wouldn't blame him nor would i blame myself. Afiq is a really good good guy. some people might think i'm stupid to have let him go but i do not regret letting him go. simply because, i know i have to.

hello ! it's almost impossible for me to go online these days. thanks to my mom.
she makes me do revision and homework first. which i find very frustrating. jeezxc/:

so anyway, i have been hanging out a lot with sec2(s) & sec3(s).
forget the sec1(s). they're off no use. i've read tons of books. the main person in the book usually does not have friends in their form class. so, i don't care if i don't have friends in class.
not like i don't. i do. but, no close friends.
haha, k. you guys must be lost ; totally confused of what i'm saying. nvm, lemme move on aitex:D
guyszxc , how was my singing? sucks ? haa . tag me aitex.

so, it's fasting month already.
funny. i didn't even know.
the day before fasting month(Friday), i was with Tiara and Hafiz in the school canteen. then, Ahmas came to say goodbye as he was going for Terawih. i was so blur that is asked ''besok puase ey?''
Hafiz went ''i have no comments''
\LAWL/
seriously. i thought fasting month was still a long time to go !!
haha.

NEWS:
i'm being forced to perform on Teachers' Day by my sec2 and sec3 friends. aaaaaaaahhh (!)
hahahahahahaha.
jeezxc.

so anyway, i want to do Daily News featuring my sister, Tiara(:
speaking about DN , i wanna change the name. i don't want Daily News.
it's so plain and boring. haha.

in a way, i'm glad that fasting month is here.
it means that i can lose weight.
haha !
ok, the real reason is : Hari Raya is coming soon
and : i get money
for : shopping !
hahaha .
i'm one hysterical shopaholic.
hehehe.

this update is so messy !
i keep jumping from one story to another !
HAHA. like a drunkard.
no laa, not like a drunkard.
ok, nvm.

i hope you guys don't get pissed off whenever you come onto my site and my blog is not updated. i know one daily reader: Deeanne. sorrie ok Dee, i tak deh time):

i miss my boyfriend.
i'm currently chatting to Faresi.
i'm tryna guess his birthday.
LoL.
see ya around .

sorrie i was fidgeting in the video. was nervous about singing(:

i got something funny to share! just now after dinner, mummy was marking my brother's homework. he had a careless mistake and my mummy pointed it out to him. instead of doing corrections, he said 'shit happens' and i was like, completely shocked. and my mom could still reply him 'i know. but this is pretty shitty of you' and i swear i burst out laughing:D

heyhey ! the video uploaded took place yesterday.

there is something that i said wrong. it should be volleyball COURT ; not volleyball squad:D

there are other people who are featured in the video without them knowing. people like Tiara, boyfriend, Feroz, Ahmad, Farz and Iqah. sorrie guys, you just happened to be around and so you were captured. Farz was the worst. you could hear her laughing:D

am i fat? am i? am i? hahahaha. i think i am. and i know my laugh is irritating. i'm sorrie. just bear with it(:

DEE(!) link me and give me your link:)

NANAA(!) will link you soon aiteszxc(:

i've been buzie so i can't update a long and proper post so in the meantime, just enjoy my vids;D will try to feature more people !!! look out for the proper post this weekend. bye(:

school was suckish. seriously, i wish i could be home-schooled.
i'm sick and tired of all this nonsense.
we'll just go on with our lives and not bother each of us anymore.
even if we get back together, problems will come rolling in sometime anyway.
we fight, we separate and then what .. ?
you wanna go back with her ?
tak paya la , k ...

during CME(Civics&Moral Education), we were supposed to nominate somebody that is a caring friend. i don't know why i put her name.
actually, i know why. it's because she's the only true friend i HAD* in my school. if i could have nominated people outside my school, Ddin's name would surely be first on the list. speaking of Ddin, you guys wanna know why i haven't been speaking of him? his hand phone is spoilt and he has no extra hand phone and he can only contact me once in a while, using his sister's phone):

anyway, after school, i didn't go for soccer practice. my cousin was flying back to Malaysia and so i went to send her off at the airport. mummy picked me up from school. she came a bit late so i waited outside the school. suddenly, boyfriend's friends came out and one of them shouted at me ''tunggu Afiq kaan ?!'' and i smiled and shook my head. i was at a loss for words as i didn't see him coming and he suddenly just talked to me:D

today, i ate friggin' a lot for lunch. at first, went to BBQ Chicken with mummy, grandma and fave uncle. as if that was enough, 45minutes later, we went to McDonalds. there, bought nuggets and fries. and as if THAT wasn't enough, my grandmother bought me Oreo McFlurry. siao. she wants me to put on weight while i'm trying to lose some/: in the end, i didn't finish the nuggets and ice cream. hahaha.

k, boyfriend chatting to me now. i didn't get to see him the whole day D':

xoxo

hello stranger.
i miss boyfriend. he decided not text me the whole day, God knows for what reason-.- i miss him so): but at least i had two text buddies. best friend NabilahBeyloh aka N'Smallkyd and my newest of the new friends that i have made(boyfriend's friends), Ahmad. his in secondary three. he is crazieee ~ but his a great friend. i asked him what does he think of me. he said:

heyhey! today i'm so happy. in a good mood(: spent the day with boyfriend. but before i get on with talking about today, i got some things to say. for you guys who watched my previous episode of Shaqila's Daily News, i remembered the name of my CareBear:D his name is Munky. pronounced the same as monkey. you know why i named it Munky? coz to me, it looks like a monkey:D boyfriend was surprised that i forgot the CareBear's name:D sorrie ayerhk, not on purpose tau sayang. yesterday for dinner, went out to Tampines Mall to eat at Sakae Sushi since i was craving for sushi. i tell you, i ate a damn lot. i couldn't stop taking sushi after sushi down from the conveyor belt:D

especially made with love to YeeRu, since she enjoys my Daily News. i have received other nice comments from other people about my Daily News. thanks so much and keep those comments rolling, yea(: if you have/want any changes to be made about what i say or do, mail me. liverpool-pdq@live.com.sg

Hot Song: 4ever by The Veronicas

Hot Clothing Accesory: a feminine bracelet

Hot Girl: me. just joking:D

so i've got something to share with you guys. i've been getting weird texts from a particular number. i got it twice this week. this number sends me love graphics. the first time he text me, he gave me a heart that had wings and the second time he text me, he gave me a rose. my goosebumps were practically standing/:

xoxo

heylo readers.(who would read my posts anw?)Friday was the match against Queensway. lost it. most of the best players were injured/sick. Syawalina was injured. numba one choice goalkeeper was injured. i was having headache so couldn't run so much. enough to say that, my team were not up for any matches(: anyway, heck. i hate Friday. it makes me sick. not only in terms of soccer but in another meaning. friendship. i hate it. can i just say that i wish i could be home-schooled?

anyway, at night(Friday), dad fetched me. voiced out something to him and he was shocked that i expressed my true feelings, which i have been keeping inside of me all this while, and he was like, stunned that he didn't talk to me as much. you know it's wrong. you know how we all feel. why do keep faking it? why do you act like you don't know? i know you realize the differences all this while but why didn't you do something about it? why did you go out with her? why did you leave us? why are you making our lives so difficult? why do you want to take sympathy? why are you putting me in every situation? why are you such a HOT HEAD ? why can't you just LEAVE ME ALONE ?! i hate you . i hate you . i hate you . i don't care if i never see your face again because I DON"T WANT TO !

Saturday sucked the whole day. i wish i wasn't with my dad. i wanna be at home, my home, with mummy, in Tanah Merah. being with my dad makes me sick. there's nothing for me to do. it's not like he gives me the computer. i just have to sit at the living room doing nothing. watch TV. eat. revision. eat. watch TV. eat. whatthaheck. he acts like he doesn't see the pain i'm going thru'. which actuallie, he sees it thru' all right but he doesn't make the effort(in other words, he doesn't bother) to ask me. i hate him.

i know you guys might be completely lost and confused reading this post. but i just have to express my thoughts. basically, my parents are divorced. my dad went for another woman. they're married and whatever i'm gonna say next is personal. about the home-schooling thing i said, i reallie wish i could be home-schooled. friendships in school are giving me problems which is totally unnecessary. the teachers in school , they're suckish. i understand nothing of what they teach. ohh, at least, what they're TRYING to teach:D only one quarter of what they're teaching is what i understand. if i have to go to tuition for every subject, i might as well be home-schooled--'

a lot of people text me today. other than boyfriend. Nabilah, SyazKateq, Haziq, Adli and another guy i forgot. i didn't reply Haziq&Adli's texts because i was busy and also not in the mood to text them.

Nabilah, sorrie ayerhk tadi i kasih one-liner answers ajerhk. buzie buzie. was downloading songs. aku niee bukan macm Afiq. dyeh boley multi-task tapy aku taak ley:D besok i text you^^

i have homework which i haven't do! haha. Math assignnment and English assignment(s). i need to do 4 newspaper articles since i skipped English lessons these past few weeks. next week is gonna be another hectic week in school): with soccer trainings&matches&drama&more homework load):
i gotta bear with it. bye bye^^