@trashful-defeats

.Friday, August 28, 2009

Remember all the things we wanted

 Now all our memories, they're haunted

 We were always meant to say goodbye

 Even with our fists held high

 It never would have worked out right

 We were never meant for do or die...

 I didn't want us to burn out

 I didn't come here to hurt you now I can't stop...

  I want you to know that

 It doesn't matter where we take this road

 Someone's gotta go

 And I want you to know

 You couldn't have loved me better

 But I want you to move on

 So I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder

 But I know that you'll find another

That doesn't always make you wanna cry

It started with the perfect kiss then

 We could feel the poison set in

"Perfect" couldn't keep this love alive

You know that I love you so

I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know

It doesn't matter where we take this road

Someone's gotta go

And I want you to know

You couldn't have loved me better

 But I want you to move on

So I'm already gone

 You can't make it feel right

 When you know that it's wrong

 There's no moving on

So I'm already gone

yes guys, as you might have guessed, i broke up with Afiq. please do not ask why. but if you wanna know it real bad, imma just tell you a bit. and that is... both of us contributed to the cause of us breaking up. so, i wouldn't blame him nor would i blame myself. Afiq is a really good good guy. some people might think i'm stupid to have let him go but i do not regret letting him go. simply because, i know i have to.

and thanks to Kelly Clarkson's wonderful song, Already Gone, it made me cry the whole night thinking about Afiq.

okay, let's move on. another busy week for me! what more, with the Teachers' Day Rehearsals. plus, Art Articulation. and some more that i'm lazy to say. today, Mummy picked me up after school. we were gonna go shopping for hari raya. hahaha. my budget was $100. i need shoes, handbag, dress, accessories. and, it's not baju kurung/kebaya i'm shopping for. it's casual dressing. heh. i only wear baju kurung/kebaya on the first day of hari raya. hahaha.

unfortunately, i didn't get all i wanted. i only got a dress and accessories. and i'm only left with $40. i want to get my shoes at Mondo. the shoes are hot. freaking hot. haha. and handbag, hmm, i don't know actually. hahaha. so anw, should i post another vid of Daily News/me singing/both ?

if you guys think it's lame then imma stop. if not, memalukan aku ajerhkkk .

haha, k tag me aitex.

To Monyet; sorrie babe. i can't make it on Teachers' Day. it's the middle of the week and there's no one to drive me there. i'm sorrehhhhh . but i'll make it up during December holidays. i told you i told you i told you that there'd be a sleepover at my house. and i swear it's gonna happen. i miss ya, baby. xx

XOXO