.Saturday, September 12, 2009
2310hours
why do you have to make it so hard for me?
you're the one who caused it all.
since 2002. you think i don't remember.
but i do.
you think you're right about everything.
you're such a big-headed person.
with an extra big ego.
i can't stand you anymore.
you make my blood boil.
if only you had senses when she started doing her crap.
you wouldn't have changed.
because of you, Mummy's like this.
because of you, your son's scared of you.
because of you, i despise you.
you're the cause of everything.
you wanna conquer the world.
who do you think you are?
you ain't no God.
you want us to live by whatever you say.
but you're torturing us.
you're not helping us in any way.
you're making our lives miserable.
you see it, you know it.
but you act as if everything's alright.
what's wrong with you?
why you like this?
why don't you care about us?
you say you love us.
but, i think to myself, is it true?
but, that was last time.
not anymore do i think like this.
i've stood up for myself.
i don't need you in my life.
i don't need you to make my life worse.
i don't need you to tell me what to do.
you've made my mindset thinking having a father-figure sucks.
yknw what, i don't need your love.
don't be surprised if i don't come around knocking at your door.
i'm not missing you. \i don't miss you, i miss the person you were.