.Friday, October 16, 2009
i've been doing things today all half-heartedly.
he is just making everything difficult for me.
why can't he just get out of my life?
i don't want to have anything to do with him anymore.
he is the cause for all the negative feelings i have been having all this while.
he makes me walk on an endless journey of sufferings.
i wish never to see him again.
die for all i care.
today i didn't attend school.
Asyiqin called me thrice, i didn't even realize.
basically, had a very relaxing day. ( in a sarcastic way , making him feel guilty, hopefully )
well, it was a pretty relaxing day, until 1804 hours.
let's not talk about it.
before 6:04 pm, the day was awesome too.
had a girls' day out with mummy, Aunty Rynna ( mummy's friend) and Myshea ( Aunty Rynna's daughter ).
we went to Tampines Mall.
i looked at phones. Samsung Preston, it is.
but not sure when i'm gonna get it.
tomorrow then mummy's gonna tell me the game plan.
so, that stuff happened from 2pm till 6pm.
at 6pm, Aunty Rynna and i went to Simpang Bedok to buy snacks.
satay and rojak. yummmmmm :D
went back home and took the food to the pool.
ate, then i swam.
( of coz at 6:04pm, that humiliating happened)
swam with Myshea and Dean ( aunty Rynna's son) until 730pm.
now it's 848pm, i'm sleepy and tired and stressed up and worked up about alot of things.
to [___] , please text/call me tonight.
and , it's not about you, the first part of my post.
yes , lovelies , [____] is back. *smiles