.Sunday, October 04, 2009
I can't stand you
Must everything you do make me wanna smile?
Can I not like it for a while?
But you won't let me
You upset me
And then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget that I was upset
I can't remember what you did
But I hate it...
You know exactly what to do
So that I can't stay mad at you for too long
And that's wrong
And I hate it...
You know exactly how to touch
So that I don't want to fuss and fight no more
Said I despise that I adore you
And I hate how much I love you boy
I can't stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so
And you completely know the power that you have
The only one that makes me laugh
And said that it's not fair
How you take advantage of the fact
That I love you beyond the reason why
And it just ain't right....
One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me
And your kiss won't make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me...
you wanna know who ' [____] ' is ? the guy i've been talking about all along? Afiq. yes, my ex. i remember that i once said me and him were officially over but, no. we weren't. but now, we are. he decided. we ain't gonna work out good no more. it'll be hard for me to move on because his the best thing that ever happened to me. like, the friggin' best i ever had but i guess all good things come to an end. guys like him are hard to come my way. but, i guess everything happens for a reason. i miss him. i realy do. but maybe losing him is part of my fault too. okay, let's not even go there. it has been a depressing day for me since Afiq told me in the morning. and, gosh, exams starts tomorrow. gosh gosh gosh. bummer. but, anyway, everything happens for a reason. we gotta go our separate ways. but i'm still sad. no matter what): i miss him. the song Hate That I Love You is like, totally totally about me and him. like, Totally with the capital 'T' .
CREDITS:
Asyiqin, you got my secret, babe ;)
Arjunna, thanks for being there for me when i tried to do something stupid. ehehe :)