.Friday, October 30, 2009
but you're still my numba one
i am so lonely. and living in a big house doesn't help. it so does not help. and the more i'm alone at home, the more i am thinking about g h o s t s and s p i r i t s. plus, it's raining heavily. with sudden thunders and lightnings. the desk shakes , it scares me. the electrical switches make weird whizzing noises. i'm afraid the house will blackout. it's almost 8pm. i've been alone for four hours. it's like i'm in a haunted mansion. what do you expect? my house is four storeys high, i'm at the highest storey and below, it's so dark. the only room that is lighted is the room i'm in, the study. i'm afraid to go out to switch on the lights for the staircase. i'm afraid to go to my room, in fear that a deadly figure would appear. oh dear God, i am so scared. another thunder just roared. eh, roared? thunder roars? i dunno. what i know is i'm afraid. electrical switches making noise again. oh my God. what do i do? the house is so silent. it scares me. it really really scares me.