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.Sunday, November 29, 2009
Getting ready for holiday mood!
New Moon was so superb! Way better than Twilight.
I wanna watch again again again!
Somebody treat me. Hehehe, tak tau malu!
To one of you, thanks for accompanying me today 8)
Love love love you dear people.

XOXO





.Saturday, November 28, 2009


Nasyirah
Sabrina

all the other photos are uploaded in my Facebook.
too many to be uploaded here(:

I'm going to watch New Moon with my family soon. Leaving house in 30 minutes. By the way, I'm leaving for Bintan tomorrow morning till Tuesday night so I won't be updating this dear blog of mine. Not that you guys will look forward to reading my blog post(s) anyway. Gotta bounce now. Tumblelog updated! ;D

XOXO





.Saturday, November 28, 2009
I am finally back with my mom, after two days of staying with my dad. It was plain torture, even if only for two days. I don't know how I am gonna survive two weeks. Yes, weeks and not fucken days. With no computer. That's the only thing I need daily. Well, I already have my phone with me.. Maybe I'll ask my mom if I can subscribe Internet on my phone. And I will promise her my bills won't shoot up to the skies. Kay, not to the skies. But at least up the 77th storey.

Anyway, enough drama. Hello. Selamat Hari Raya Haji, belated 8D Had a good good one. Minus the time spent being with my dad. That was morning till three in the afternoon. With my mom, we had an open house at my uncle's house in Woodlands. It was Hari Raya cum Birthday Celebration.

Birthday celebration for four people. My grandmother, my older cousin, me and my younger cousin. A birthday celebration for all ages! 60+ , 14 , 13 and 2 . So we had a grandmothers' party, teenage party and little childrens' party and hari raya wrapped up in one. Darn chaotic, I tell ya! But of coz it was fun.

Nobody wore baju kurung of coz, except for one family. The rest were were all in smart-casual. At 1030pm when my family wanted to go home, Nenek asked me if I wanted to stay over. I agreed, hesitantly as I wanted to sleep with my babybro, Rayan, after being away from him for the past two days. ( his always sleeping with me since holidays started )

No worries, tomorrow shall be the night I will reunite with my room-mate. Hahaha. K, it sounds wrong. Whatever. I've updated my Tumblelog, finally. Not original posts - reblogged - but, it makes perfect sense to me, whatever I reblogged.

So tomorrow, I shall head off from my uncle's house at around 3pm. Gonna take the MRT back home. Lucky thing I brought clothes, my phone charger, perfume and make-up. God knows why I brought 'em but I did. Now, I want to download songs from YouTube. Photos will be uploaded in the next post, hopefully.

xoxo

XOXO





.Tuesday, November 24, 2009
This is a story about a girl and a boy who have just broken up quite recently.

Girl: Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
Boy: That I'm always by your side thru' thick and thin and I will always love you...
Girl: *cries

Tuesday 24th November 2009, 2321 hours

Thanks for the memories.

XOXO





.Tuesday, November 24, 2009

i like this the most

Asyiqin, thanks for today babe! Thanks for the treat. Really enjoyed it and appreciate it much.
xoxo

P.S/ Looks like somebody wants to be like me. Hah. Copycat.

XOXO





.Tuesday, November 24, 2009
It's 1212pm. I woke up at 1030am to find that I'm the only one at home. I showered and went downstairs only to find that the freaking loaf of bread has finished. I switched on the computer and while Windows was starting, I dug thru' the cabinet hoping to find something to eat. Thank God I found a muesli bar --'

You wouldn't guess what I did at 11pm last night. I cut my hair, hehe. I mean, my fringe. Now, it's back to square one, just like it was when I first entered Tampines Secondary. But, not so straight as it is not rebond-ed. It was so fun doing it in the toilet. I want to dye my hair. My cousin too. But not sure if that's gonna happen 8D

I'm going out with Asyiqin later. Gonna meet her at E!Hub at 2pm. I hafta leave home in approximately one hours' time. I feel so lazy. Hahaha. But once I get out of the house, I think it'll be okay. And it better be okay :D Right now, I am craving for MacDonalds. And it is not good. Because it is unhealthy. I have been craving for it since three weeks ago and I managed to avoid myself from eating it. *Three cheers for me! 8D

Anyway, I shall update later again, probably at night. See you guys.

xoxo

XOXO





.Monday, November 23, 2009
Hello loverszxc! My family is crazie. ( mom's side ) My family, uncle's family and aunty's family want to go on a holiday together to Bintan. That makes a total of 15 people. They keep changing the venues ( Club Med and Nirwana Resort ) and dates. It has been going on for the past fortnight and I am getting a headache of my mom and aunty talking over the phone about the venues and dates and then, my mom would search on the Internet for bookings and prices. It's so hectic. Hahaha.

Anyway, I spent some quality time with my family yesterday ( and half of today ) . Slept at my uncle's house. Was a last minute thing. We met up at Jurong Safra for swimming, didn't plan to sleepover but then Nenek popped the question. And since my fave cousin was also sleeping over at my uncle's house, I thought ''why not?'' . Only problem was that I didn't bring change of clothes and my hand phone charger was at home. So, one of my aunty's got me a blouse which costs $30. hehehe. I like it! It is s e x y ! Gosh! It was plain torture knowing that I can't use my phone so much when it is just next to me!

Nick, Dan and I had fun in the wee hours. Hehehe. One part was extremely funny. Dan's little sister cried in the middle of the night when the three of us were using the computer. ( we weren't allowed, we sneaked out ) We got all panicky as when Dan's mom comes out of her room to make milk in the kitchen, she'd see us. Nick tried so hard to turn off the computer, he couldn't see the button as we were in the dark! Scrambled and scrambled and he finally found the button. Meanwhile, Dan tried to run to his room. But, too late! His mom came out! He saw his sister's stroller and he hid behind the stroller! Me and Nick were lying down in the hall, pretending to be asleep. Tho' we were actually laughing, well, sniggering. Then, Dan wanted to go to his room while his mom was in the kitchen. He ran but he bumped into the sofa and he fell! Me and Nick were literally kicking the air to prevent us from bursting out laughing.

After all that shit happened, Dan received a text. From his mom. It read ''Dan go to slp pls, tq'' . And the more it cracked the three of us up -___-

What an exciting night. I hope there'll be more to come! ;D

picszxc from yesterday



XOXO





.Thursday, November 19, 2009
www.hysterialane.tumblr.com - my Tumblelog

Hello Lovers. So basically, I created a Tumblelog. I didn't why I created it but I did. Or maybe I do. That blog is for all my feelings towards life, and love. This blog is for daily updates. Whatever. I'm crazie, I know. But, that's just me. *sticks out tongue in a bitchy way

Memorable birthday gifts:

- From Mummy& Papa
( the trip to Pattaya !! )

- Nabilah's midnight text
( a long text that made me feel i was at the top of the world, looking at a magnificent view, breathing in oh so very fresh air, being the happiest girl in the world. it is times like this when i wish the feeling would stay forever. but then, a bad moment happens/memory slips into your mind and the feeling goes away, your day turns dark and you feel bad all over again. )

- Adib's ( cousin ) birthday card
( ''My girlfriend is Kakak Shaqila'' a sentence that got the whole roof want to tumble down! Adib's brother and sister were teasing him all the way. poor boy. his only seven. he didn't mean no harm, he's innocent! )

- Asyiqin's birthday gift
( not sure how it'll really turn out, since it hasn't happen but it was really sweet of Asyiqin to think about it! )

- Brother's special gift
( a black necklace with a pair of red boots dangling. Haziq, that was so sweet! )

- Grandmother's precious gift
( her original gem. i went ''are you serious?'' )

That's pretty much my post for today. Please visit my Tumblelog, eventho' it's nothing, yet. Thanks!

XOXO





.Wednesday, November 18, 2009
1. I've come to realize that my hair:
is nice and I like it! :D

2. I've come to realize that when I talk:
to my baby brother, I sound like I am his mother ;D

3. I've come to realize that all I really need:
to survive is happiness and mr Right.

4. I've come to realize that I've lost:
one kilogram since I was sick. haha! well, a proper answer would be:
a part of me since we've went separate ways. and I ain't tellin' you no lie.

5. I've come to realize that I hate it when:
that bitch gives me meaningful stares and treats me like a fucking doll whenever I'm around.

6. I've come to realize that if I'm drunk:
I do all sorts of things you'll never even expect me to do, seeing I look so innocent :-O

7. I've come to realize that money:
don't buy you true love.

8. I've come to realize that when I get old:
older, not old! I will complete the sentence now.

I've come to realize that when I get older, I will be able to reproduce and have children. YEAY!
( oh, I have this obsession for having children )

9. I've come to realize that I'll always be:
selfish in one way or another.

10. I've come to realize that I have a crush on:
I don't really know who I have a crush on. the feeling comes and goes.

11. I've come to realize that the last time I cried was:
because I was afraid I wouldn't get a new phone on that day itself :D

12. I've come to realize that my cell phone:
is C O O L !

13. I've come to realize that when I wake up in the morning:
I think about you and my imagination travels a long time, into the future.

14. I've come to realize that before I go to sleep at night:
I think about the day I will sleep with my own children next to me.

15. I've come to realize that right now I am thinking about:
having children. I want four. I cannot wait!

18. I've come to realize that my life:
is as good as it can get 8D

19. I've come to realize that my favourite drink is:
Heaven & Earth Jasmine Green Tea

18. I've come to realize that today I will:
sleep with a smile on my face. k, that answer was total bullshit.
I don't know what to answer for this one.

19. I've come to realize that tonight I:
am gonna have a good good night. I gotta feeling! :D

20. I've come to realize that tomorrow I will:
be babysitting three children. yeay yeay!

21. I've come to realize that I really want to:
have children. actually, i've realized that a long time ago.

22. I've come to realize that the person who is most likely to repost this is:
I - HAVE - NO - ANSWER -
well, probably Asyiqin. maybe :D

23. I've come to realize relationships are:
relations on a ship. going through stormy and calm weathers.

24. I've come to realize that love:
is faithful, unconditional, committed and sacrificial.

25. I've come to realize my best guy friend(s):
are Ddin, Qayyum and Hafiz. best of the best!

26. I've come to realize my best girl friend(s):
are Nabilah and Asyiqin! best of the best babes!

27. I've come to realize food is:
a source to keep us going strong. well, only HEALTHY food.
so people, start eating healthy. do not be F A T !
eat healthy, you'll have a good future.

28. I've come to realize that this summer:
is probably the best I've ever had.
well, maybe not. but one of the best!

29. I've come to realize that I want a:
mixed marriage.

30. I've come to realize heartbreak is:
grief. intense sorrow caused by the one you love.

31. I've come to realize that the last person i loved:
is gone. forever. all good things come to an end.

31. I've come to realize that my sister:
doesn't feel like my sister at all. macam anak haram.

32. I've come to realize that crying:
helps relief stress and depression, at times.
and at other times, it's totally unnecessary!

33. I've come to realize that death:
gets nearer and nearer day by day.

34. I've come to realize that if I'm sick:
I bloody well hate it and I want to be treated like a princess.

35. I've come to realize when I'm bored:
I actually think about having children.

Nothing much happened today. Went to John Little's Sale at Expo. Bought a lot of stuff. Followed Aunty Rynna to ION Orchard. Signed up as a member at River Island. Cool clothes they have there. Cool shoes too! I love the boots. Ddin is crazie. And, WTH! FAIZAL IS OUT OF IDOL! He is soo cute! I keep screaming everytime SI advertisement comes out on Channel 5. Papa would go ''is that your new boyfriend?'' ( he knows about me and [____] ) and I'd be like '' i wish! :D '' It wasn't a lonely September. Thanks a lot. I hope it won't be, in the years to come.

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XOXO





.Tuesday, November 17, 2009


almost as tall as Mummy

hello dearies! today, i woke up at 8am to follow Mummy for her monthly pregnancy check-up. i was still so sleepy since i slept after 2am last night. well, this morning :D anyway, Baby Sofia is 1.4kg. according to doctor, the weight is acceptable. so what could we people do, but to be thankful :D after that, went to Simpang Bedok to have breakfast. that was about eleven in the morning. i was so friggin' hungry in the hospital as the waiting time was so bloody long!

after that, went home. slept! till 1415 hours when i was woken up by my grandmother, telling me to get ready as we were going to Carousel ( in town ) for high tea. not sure why the heck we went for a high tea, but we did anyway. so, just get on with it. there are more beautiful pictures but, they're in Mummy's camera): i will try to upload them in Facebook once Mummy uploads them in the computer. hahaha.

so we got home around 730pm? i think. went online to send Hafiz something. there's a surprise in store for you guys! hehe! you know i know eh Hafiz! hahaha. after that, played with Rayan. he is so super duper cute! he only smiles for the camera when i am taking a pic with him. Mummy tried to take a pic with him just now. i asked him to smile but he just screamed, asking Mummy to let him go. hehe, i have special powers! :O oops, Rayan just hit himself on the head with a drumstick. lol. silly baby. his sleeping with me tonight! i asked him just now, ''Rayan nak sleep with Kakak?'' and he said ''Nak'' . hehe. what a night it will be!

i realize i sound so hyper. i realize i am probably talking nonsense to you guys. ''Ok. Bye''. that was a text i just received from Hafiz and so i shall say it to you guys too.

Ok. Bye.

XOXO





.Tuesday, November 17, 2009
( second post for 16th November )


Mummy Dearest <3


this is picture perfect <3
i lovelove this <3
done by Asyiqin 8D
AsyiqinAstute! <3
like a big boy<3
simply adorable<3

first things first! a big thank you to ALL the people who have wished me. from midnight all the way till the end of the day! ( that is at eleven plus ) and also to those people who wished me in advance. hehe. i can't possibly name all of you, can i? let me try. Aunty Rynna, Amirul, Ben, Nabilah, Deeanne, Asyiqin, Feeq, Tiara, Uncle Aja, Uncle Az, Daddy, Papa, Aunty Jun, Nani, Nenek, Mummy, BabyBro(s), twins, Syaizta, friends on Facebook and Tagged and Friendster and oh my God, the list goes on!

secondly, thanks to all of you who have made my day even more special by being with me! :D people like BabyBro(s), Mummy, Nenek, Asyiqin, Seri, Uncle Aja and Aunty Jess. there was supposed to be twelve more people who were supposed to share my special day but they were busy. well, my birthday is not a public holiday, obviously, so people has to do their things too! :D anyway lovelies, i'm not blaming you guys :) thanks for tryna make it happen. especially to Deeanne and Ddin and Amir and Fido and the rest of the gang. love you love you love you babe and dudes!

thirdly, i'm going to post on what happened today. i woke up in the morning, thanks to Papa calling me from Shanghai. ( he is on a business trip ) i did not answer as i was too sleepy. hehe! then, i went back to sleep. was woken up again by Mummy and BabyRayan who came into my room to wish me happy birthday. Rayan said ''happy birth....day'' so cute! then at 12pm, i showered and got ready. put on my new clothes, hehe! nothing much happened till 450pm in the afternoon.

met up with Asyiqin at Simpang Bedok bus stop. reached my house, we watched Seed of Chucky. then, decided it was boring so changed to 27 Dresses. then, not even halfway, Seri called to say she was coming so me and Asyiqin went to fetch her. as soon as Seri arrived, we changed into our swim suits, ate Mummy's delicious spaghetti and went off swimming eventho' it was drizzling! a lot of snapshots by the pool were taken by Seri so it's all in her phone as she was the only one who brought her phone to the pool.

went out of the pool at 7pm. showered and stuff. then, only the three of us were alone at home. the rest of my family went out. so, we watched MTV while eating dinner and using the computer. blog-hopped and gossiped and blog-hopped and gossiped ;D you i know ehh babes! <3

Asyiqin and Seri left around 930pm. at 10pm, Uncle Aja and Aunty Jess came! had a cake cutting session and then, off to Simpang Bedok to have supper. hung out till after midnight. now, it's 1.16am. currently texting Ddin. he didn't text me half the day D; ohh well, i guess that's alright. imma turn in now. well, actually no. Adli's IM-ing me and i've been ignoring him since i'm updating my blog so now i'm gonna entertain him. i know imma good girl 8D

love ya babies, xoxo

XOXO





.Monday, November 16, 2009
i'm waiting to fetch Asyiqin from the bus stop. found this survey in her blog. i wanna do! i have this certain crave for doing surveys. weird, huh. i know i am. yesterday, i was going crazy finding surveys to do! so damn weird! anyway, i'm gonna proceed on doing this survey. will update later on. for sure. with pictures!

1. Grab your phone.
done
2. What is the 3rd picture in your phone ?
me and Rayan!
3. What's your ringtone ?
Sugar by Flo Rida feat. Winter
4. Who's the 1st person that comes up under M ?
Mateen. the boy next door. well, not so next door, since i've shifted house. but he'll still remain as the boy next door.
5. Who's the last person you called ?
Mummy.
6. Who was your last missed call from ?
Papa. he wanted to wish me happy birthday in the morning since he was at work but i was still asleep. hahaha.
7.Who's the 1st person that comes up under C ?
Chocolate Chip. my cousin. hahaha! i know i'm mean. but his nickname is Chip. and he is dark skinned :D
8. Who's your speed dial number 2 ?
AsyiqinAstute!
9. What does your 3rd text in ur inbox say ?
''Mendaq sey'' from Amir. hahaha.
10. Who was your last received call from ?
Amir.
11. What does your 2nd sentbox say ?
''Ok. When u at east point, text me. I wait at bus stop.'' that was to Asyiqin. hahaha!
12. How many messages are currently in your inbox ?
169. very little. this phone can only store up to 400 texts at once!
13. What is the wallpaper ?
me and Rayan!
14. Who's speed dial number 1 ?
Ddin!
15. Who is the 15th message from in your inbox ?
Ddin(:
16. Who's the 1st person to come up under B ?
BabyRayan. my house numba. haha.
17. How many bars of signal do you currently have ?
six.
18. What network are you on ?
singtel :D
19. Name every person you have a message from in your inbox.
Amir, Ddin, Asyiqin, Dee, Feeq, Uncle Aja, Daddy, Aunty Jun, Uncle Az, Papa, Seri, Danial, Amirul, Tiara, Ryan, Arjunna, Nabilah, Syed, Ben. banyak nye! hahaha!
20. What does your 6th text message in your inbox say ?
''U da kenyang?'' from Amir. haha.
21. Who is the first person in your contacts ?
Acap!
22. Who is the last name in your contact ?
Zuhree :D
23. What does the last text in your inbox say ?
''okay2. hehe'' from Asyiqin.
24. What is your screen saver ?
saya tidak ada screen saver :D
25. What is your balance amount in your prepaid?
i use line, babyboo :)
26. Who's the last person under H ?
Hilmy. hahaha.
27. What is your blue tooth name ?
hYsTeRiCaL

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XOXO





.Sunday, November 15, 2009
say watcha want, i won't give a damn.

i'm your sweetest drug




Ddin punya muka tak ley angkat! hahaha! today, met up with Ddin. he brought me to lepak with some of his members. Fido, Shabir and Amir. met up with Ddin and Shabir first in the early afternoon at Afghanistan. then, alamak! bumped into Hesyam. he saw me tumpang on Ddin's bike then he was smiling at me, thinking that Ddin was my boyfriend. i said ''bukan mataer la!'' . haha. then, rode all the way to Pasir Ris, block 423. then Fido and Amir arrived. Amir knows Ilyana. ex schoolmates. what a co-incidence. hahaha.

after hanging out at 423 for almost three hours, we made our way to Pasir Ris Interchange. this time, i tumpang Fido. smooth seh he ride! at first, there was a commotion on who i should ride with as Ddin's bike did not have a passenger's seat. just now, Ddin used Shabir's bike to tumpang me. now, Shabir didn't wanna borrow us his bike --' so, Fido said to Ddin ''aku ngan die la!'' then Ddin was teasing us all the way to PR Interchange, ''sweet couple seh Fido&Shaqila!'' and i was like, shut up! hahaha.

as soon as we reached PR Inter, Fido and Shabir went seperate ways. they wanted to meet up with the rest of the gang but Ddin wanted to hang out with me some more. Amir followed me and Ddin go Pasir Ris Park. hung out there till 645pm. then they sent me to PR MRT Station. me and Ddin found it so hard to say goodbye. we stared at each other for 5 minutes. hahaha. in the end, we hugged each other, did our handshake and said goodbye.

i made my way to Marsiling. yes, all the way to Woodlands as my mother was at my uncle's house to have dinner and i couldn't go back coz nobody was home. so i reached my uncle's house at 820pm, around there. then, phone battery left one bar. BUMMER! had to say goodbye to all the 4 people i was texting. gawd. what a bloody bummer. anyway, whatever. haha. i had a good day. that was all i needed.

XOXO





.Friday, November 13, 2009
Like I remember you?

1. Whats your full name?
Shaqila Bte Izan
2. Do you like your first name?
A bit, not realy. But people seem to like it -__-
3. How long have you liked the person you currently like?
Since May, you do the calculations.
4. Have you kissed anyone in the last 48 hours?
Yesyes, loads of times ;D
5. Did you cry today?
Almost, coz I thought I wasn't gonna get a new phone but Mummy said we'd go tonight. hehe!
6. What were you doing this morning at 8 am?
I received a text from someone, read it and went back to sleep since that text woke me up. hoho!
7. What are you doing an hour ago?
Lying down on the sofa, satisfied with the fact that Mummy and I are going to get my new phone tonight. *smiles
8. What are you currently doing?
Doing this quiz since I'm so bored on the computer.
9. Who last texted you a msg?
My best friend Ddin.
10. Have to told anybody you love them today?
Yes, a million and one times, I think ;P
11. Do you miss anyone now?
H E L L Y E S
12. Any plans for tomorrow?
Get my nails done!! I've been waiting since Tuesday -__-
13. What was the reason behind the last time you cried?
About thinking about the fact that I couldn't get a new phone today.
14. Is there anyone you want to be with now?
No, I want to be alone.
15. Have you kissed anyone who's name starts with C?
C? Hmm, let's see.. Not that I remember. Maybe I kissed Uncle Christian before but I don't remember (:
16. Name someone who make you smiles today, how?
Mummy, by saying we'd get a phone tonight. *grins
17. Name a friend who's name starts with 'Z'
A friend. Who would I call a friend whose name starts with the letter Z? I wanna skip this question. S K I P ! :D
18. Which of the friend stays closest to you?
Leonard. Just a few terraces down the road (:
19. Do you prefer to call or to text?
Depends on who the person I'm communicating with.
20. Was yesterday better than today?
Yes, because yesterday I was away from Mummy half the day.
21. Can you live a day without tv and your phone?
Phone, definitely no. Tee.vee, sure, no problem. I don't realy watch tee.vee anyway.
22. Are you mad about anything now?
Mad? A lil..
23. Do you ever think that relationships are really worth it?
At times. And at times, I think they're a total fucking waste of your time.
24. Last person you visited in a hospital?
My stepmother who gave birth to a baby girl in February --'
25. When is your last hug and second last hug?
Last hug was from Mummy. Second last was from Mummy too :D
26. What does the last text msg in your inbox says?
'' I hate Jan'' from Ddin. Poor Ddin, his having a hard time with his girlfriend. Oh, EX girlfriend. His ex is a fucking bitch!
27. How do you feel about your life now?
Enjoyin' it. The good things come rolling in! ;D
28. Do you hate anyone?
No. At least, don't think so.
29. Last person you called?
Sham, the guy who works at the phone shop.
30. Who usually sent you the most texts in a month?
Afiq Azlan. But the number of texts is subsidizing...
31. Is your room messy now?
No, I don't think I can live with a messy room!
32. Who will be mad if your room is messy?
Nobody. Why would they be? It's my room after all.
33. Your shortest relationship?
Don't remember. Less than a month I think. But back in my primary school days, those relationships were just cute puppy love. *baby-eyes
34. Who do you look like?
Asyiqin? Haha! :D

haha! hello lovelies. i was bored and i found this quiz from a blog source so i copied and pasted it here. to the owner of the blog, if you're reading this, hope you don't mind! well, if you do, i won't take anymore quizzes from you. as, there is always Friendster to steal quizzes to do when i'm bored! hehe. ohh, poor poor poor Ddin. his ex girlfriend, is sucha bitch! she plays around with Ddin's love and whenever Ddin leaves her, she starts saying that Ddin is the only one for her and she says that she loves him. whatthaheck! And Ddin, another stubborn one. he doesn't want to leave her eventho' she breaks his heart everytime. i got so fed up that i told Ddin ''she's a heart breaker. you don't learn, do you? Godddd!'' and he didn't reply me. well, i guess i'll call him later at night. with the house phone. since my bill has shot up TWO MONTHS in a row and Mummy ain't happy about it.

today, did practically nothing. put on my Pathetic Drama Queen attitude just to get my new phone today. well, tonight. oh, Nenek is gonna come today with three or four of my boy cousins.which would equal to C H A O S ! And since it's Friday the Thirteenth, Mummy said she'd rent a horror DVD. Yeay! now, i'm almost broke. i only have thirty dollars left to spend. bloody hell! i realy don't know how to save money. my hari raya money, all $700 is only left with $30. you tell me, people! and i have two outings on the waiting list. with Tiara and with Arjunna. thank God Mummy bought nail polish remover already, that saves me a lil' money. i saw shoes at Bugis Junction that i realy like. i'm gonna get Mummy to go with me so i can get it using her money. hehehe..

Monday is my birthday. omg! it doesn't feel like my birthday is round the corner :D i want to go to a gym where there is Body Pump and Body Combat. holidays are here and i don't wanna gain weight. i have been eating healthy food and cutting down the amount of food so it should be okay.. well, yeay, i already lost one kilogram since i was sick. now, i'm 40.6kg. still kinda fat. let's try 39kg. so, game plan is to find a gym that has Bpdy Pump and Body Combat! and of coz, i can go jogging at either Pasir Ris Park or Bedok Reservoir. anybody wanna join me? :D text or call me! hahaha.

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.Thursday, November 12, 2009
your one&only
Dean&Mysha
spectacular view from outside Aunty Rynna's house
big gorgeous house...
the kids swimming plus baby Inez


i'm back!
did'cha miss me? :D
k, gonna post about my trip to Pattaya.
in honour of Asyiqin :o
hehe!

PATTAYA TRIP, 5 DAYS 4 NIGHTS
I stayed at my Aunty Rynna's house
More photos will be uploaded in Facebook

DAY 1
- reached Pattaya in the afternoon
- relaxed at Aunty Rynna's house for the rest of the afternoon
until we went out for dinner at a restaurant, Sizzler
at Central Festival ( a shopping mall )

DAY 2
- woke up late!
- ate delicious Nasi Ayam cooked by
dearest Aunty Rynna
- picked Dean&Mysha up from school
- went to watch Michael Jackson This Is It
it was soo superb!
i wanna buy the DVD!
- looked around for clothes
- ended up buying a top
well people, just getting started for a real shopping spree ;D

DAY 3
- woke up early
- followed Aunty Rynna to send Dean&Mysha to school
- went to a gym, California Wow
to do Body Combat
it was basically an hour course of building your defense.
a lot of punching, i like!
- ended around 1145am
- shopping and shopping and shopping
for the rest of the day ;D

DAY 4
- sent Dean&Mysha to school again
- went to California Wow again
- did Body Pump
this is a course for body building
- then, did Aerobics
it was very boring!
- showered at the locker room
- shopping and shopping
for the rest of the day!
until 10pm at night
- went back home and
Aunty Rynna cooked
delicious spaghetti for me.
her food is so delicious!

DAY 5
- had to wake up at 630am
as had to leave home at 8am
in order to be at airport by 10am
( it takes 1 and a half hours to get to airport
from Aunty Rynna's house )
- Dean&Mysha didn't want me leave
was sad leaving them!
but, gonna meet them in Singapore for
baby Inez's first birthday party!
- reached the airport, checked in and I was on my own
a thirteen ( almost ) year old girl
going back on an aeroplane to Singapore
i tell you, it was soo cool.
i learnt to be independent.
people looked at me,
probably wondering to themselves
'' How old is this beautiful girl?
She looks too young to be on her own''
haha!
anyway, it was very fun traveling on my own.
an experience.
babes and dudes, try it!
hehe :D
- i reached Changi Airport safely
and Mummy picked me up.
- went back home safely, ate lunch.
and reunited with Asyiqin!
hehe
and, i haven't unpacked
heeeee :D

XOXO





.Tuesday, November 10, 2009

ola chicas and dudes!
i'm in Thailand now, and enjoying my stay here.
i can't possibly tell you everything i have done so far
right here, right now so i'm gonna post when i get back.

right now, i am very annoyed at some people as
they assumed that i copied Tiara in posting singing videos
of myself on blogger/youtube. i am annoyed simply because
they do not know the full story of who started it
and simply assumed that i copied Tee
because they worship Tee somehow.

i just wanna tell those people that i was the one
who started it and i was the one whom Tee asked if she should post
her vids and i was the one who encouraged her.
and you wanna go on gossiping about me? go on.
i know i'm telling the truth here.
take that bitches.

P.S. i miss my babes so much!

xoxo

XOXO





.Sunday, November 08, 2009
''Every girl has that one boy, that they’ll never get over. That one guy who makes you laugh all the time. The one who gives you butterflies just when someone mentions his name. That one who remembers all the stupid things you say and reminds you about it months from now. The one who has his name written all over your heart. The one whom you compare to everyone. The one you never get sick of talking or hearing about. The one you cry over and over about. The one everyone thinks you can do better than. The one you ask why her and not me. The one when you first saw him you knew you loved him. The one that in some way ends up not being yours.''
-Adapted from a blog source

XOXO





.Thursday, November 05, 2009
hellohello
Firstly, let me apologize for ranting endlessly
on my previous post(s) about unnecessary things.
Shouldn't have done that, should've just kept it to myself.
But anyway, whatever is done, is done.

Secondly, I have an 'announcement' to make.
I will not be in Singapore from this Sunday
until next Thursday.
So please do not text/call me.
You can send me an email, I'll reply.
I am going to Thailand for a mini holiday.
Mini holiday, haha!
It sounds kinda weird 8D
My auntie asked me to visit her and her family
and so I shall go.
I will be going there alone.
Yes, alone.
How wonderful!
The weather will be beautiful,
unlike now in Singapore.
Forever raining --'
So, I shall pack all my beach clothes and dresses.
And not to forget my sexy bikini(s)!

Moving on, I am sick.
So sick.
Mummy took me to the doctor yesterday.
Was prescribed 4 different types of medicine.
It tastes so yucky!
!yucks yucks yucks!
I didn't go out at all, yesterday and today.
And usually I'd feel like dying,
but these past two days,
I didn't feel like dying at all.
All I want is to recover faster and faster.

Oh, I went to a phone shop near my house just now.
I am going to change my phone on Saturday, hopefully.
Dee! Samsung Preston!
hehehe
As for my W595, I will either sell it to my cousin or the phone shop.
Oh, speaking of Dee reminded me of Asyiqin.
Babe, I don't know when we can do the Movie Marathon!
But, please make yourself free on the 16th November.
Dee also.
I'll tell you babes why.

I need a new skin but the skins on the website
don't really look so nice):

But now, I have to get going.
Gotta eat something before facing my worst nightmare,
Mr MM that is equals to
MR MEDICINE MONSTER!
!yikeszxc!

XOXO





.Wednesday, November 04, 2009
''You can spend minutes, hours, days, weeks, even months analyzing a situation, trying to put the pieces together, justifying what could’ve, should’ve, or would’ve happened. Or you can just put the pieces on the floor and move the fuck on.''
- Adapted from a blog source

I was so stupid to waste my time but I ain't stupid no more.

XOXO








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