31st December 2009, 4.31pm : This year has been a roller coaster ride. A lot of things have taken place. Most of them passing by too quickly than I'd expected. I still can't believe it's gonna 2010. It felt like I just entered secondary school yesterday(:

From the time my mom had the custody of me and my first brother, to the time when I had a drastic change of the environment I was living in; Bukit Panjang to Tanah Merah, to the time when I had to transfer from Chestnut Drive Sec to Tampines Sec, leaving all my best friends I've known since I was in primary four, to trying to fit into Tampines Sec.

Being like a little angel in school since the vice principal was my uncle. Hohoho!

To the time when I was "popular" among the boys, to the time when I had difficulty choosing a boy out of ten boys, to the time I chose one boy and I broke all the other boys' hearts, to the time I was the one who felt heartbroken.

To the time I found sec two&sec three friends, remembering how close I got to them, outing I had with them.

To the times when I secretly met up with Ddin without my mom knowing, having him fetch me from school almost one week straight, to the time I cried so bad coz he was having health problems.

To the times when I cried so bad because I was missing Bukit Panjang friends so dearly, always planning to go out w them but it never happened ( till recently ) and sooooooo much more.

Oh yeah, to the time I had four siblings from one sibling in the space of two years, how wonderful the ride has been, taking care of my little siblings, how angry I was when my baby brother tore my homework worksheet, how I didn't know how to explain to my teacher and how I had to wake in the middle of the night to feed my baby brother.

And this year is also the first time I took an aeroplane on my own. And this year is also the first time I went on four holidays, back to back during the December holidays. How cool I felt. Hahaha.

Also, it is the first time I played for my family team. My family team is actually only for men, but they were short of players so they put me in. I was elated when I tackled more than three men and heard them cursing. Hehehe.

Oh.My.God. I could write so much more but this post would be an extra long post. Hahaha. I just wanna say thank you to the people who made my day in 2009. And I wanna apologize to those whom I've brought you down or made your day a bad one, intentionally and unintentionally. ( coz i know that i planned to bring your day down, to some of you. hehehe )

Anyway, I hope 2010 will be a much better year for me and for you guys too. In terms of studies, family situations, love life, relationships, etc. And to all the sec fours, all the best for your GCE. To Tampinesians, Mr Fathul says that he misses you all. Heh. Just an FYI.

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